Please, Let Me Stay

Adonis's POV

Maye keeps on smiling at me, but beneath her smiles, I can see her worries, and maybe she was wondering why I am still lying on my bed. I know I have to be fair with her, and she needs to learn the truth. I hate to admit that I will hurt her once more; it seems I am only giving her problem after problem. I love Maya, and I don't want to lose her, but given this situation that I have, I need to let her go because she deserves someone better.

 I couldn't imagine my life living without her, and how can I tell her I can never be her husband? I know having a Spinal Cord Injury (SCI) can affect our relationship because I will become a burden to her, although Dr.Steven said sexual pleasure is still possible. I can still have sex with my partner because it was a miracle that my sexual function is not affected by my injury, but how can we have children when I can't help her raise them?