11/17/17

Today is my moms birthday and last night I stayed up til midnight so I could be the first one to tell my mom happy birthday. Right as it turned midnight I had a paragraph that I had already typed that I posted on Facebook as well as a collage for my mom and I called her at her job and said happy birthday. After I said happy birthday I went right to bed

I'm happy about my moms birthday I and but I just have a feeling that I'm not gonna like today.

Also yesterday I told one of my friends who I like and they told the person I like them and that made me upset. It kinda made things awkward at first but then things weren't so awkward as the day went by and I told my boyfriend that I really don't like him anymore and he just wants to fix us and make me happy but i can't be happy if I'm in a relationship with him.

Also i just feel like crying right now and i hope I get to talk to my counselor today. I really need to talk to her about counseling because I really need help with my depression and my mom paid fifty bucks for a yearbook and they haven't given me the second part(my school has the yearbook cut into two parts for some reason) so um give me the yearbook or give me my money back please