Miss you papa

'What happened to me? What I feel like I knew him but I don't have anyone in my memory though.'

When Bianca was thinking while looking at him, he waved his hand in front of her again; that disrupted her thinking. "Are you ok? What are you thinking?"

"ahh yeah, nothing. I am ok. It's ok. Next time, be careful." Saying she went forward and stood in the line.

She suddenly felt hurt on her elbow. She found a little scratch in her hand 'Aishh, I got a little reddy in my hand. Now I can't even treat myself in front of everyone. Damn. And who the hell is he. Using his charms fall for him. But why I need to care? Think about yourself, Bianca. What will you do now?'

When she was thinking all of these that boy poked on her shoulder.

"What happened again?" she gave a cold gaze at him but in return, she got another prince smile.

"Why are you here?" He smiled and asked her like she shouldn't be here or she is here because she got it wrong.

"Where should I be?" showing the boys she looked at him "Isn't it for boys?" Hearing her answer he knitted his brows. Then he closed his eyes suddenly like he just blinked. After opening eyes again, he smiled, "Yahh, I didn't know which one is for boys. So I asked you. Thanks."

Saying he stood behind her.

'Is he crazy? I didn't hear someone ask like this. Or maybe he is small so act like this. It's ok'

When she was boating inside her sea of thought, she was being poked again.

"What happened again?" hearing her hissing that boy started to chuckle.

"Nothing I am just sorry." but he didn't have any apologizing tone.

"I said it's ok." Grinding teeth Bianca hissed again.

"My name is Astin. And yours? Let's be friends."

"Bin. but no. thanks." Saying she turned her head. After some time, Austin again started to poke her back but she didn't respond. When her patience crossed the limit she looked at him with fire eyes.

"what---"

"your eyes are beautiful." hearing this, Bianca became dumb.

'Does he even know what he is saying? My eyes are black like every one dude. Are you ok?' Bianca really wanted to shout but seeing his foolish smile she couldn't find any word to answer.

"let's be friends, Bin" seeing his cheeky behavior, she lost. 'babies are really troublesome. aigoo. Don't fall in sweet trap'

"Ok ok. Now just stop disturbing me." saying she realized her answer was opposite to her thought but it is already late. Astin already became a chirping bird.

'Ahh whatever think he is Rie. And nod what he says.' But her patience vanished quickly. "Can you just shut up for a min?"

"hehehehe ok" he started to stretch his hair and gave a foolish smile again.

'and I thought his smile dazzles. Oh heaven.' Bianca slapped herself.

At this moment that voice announced them to walk towards the "Trimage". So Astin couldn't disturb like before that made her relieved.

Trimage was about ten minutes walking distance from where they are standing. When they reached there the noise cool down. and everyone was waiting silently and excitedly. Most of them are here not here because of the magic results but for ending the ceremony. They are waiting for when it will be ended so they can go out quickly.

Because commoners don't have high hope about getting magic attributes. Because it depends on pure luck. So they wait for the ending of the ceremony. For them, it is a social debutante. Everyone being together, knowing each other is what they feel interested in.

And the fair held by commoners also draws their attention. It is quite a festival for them.

When Bianca was looking for where Aly was, the ceremony started. The procedure is same as before.

Wearing white cassock four priest stood behind the king. But the surprising fact is prime minister will show his face too. It is the first time that prime minister decided to attend any open program.

The king was quite astonished when he heard that. But didn't ask him the reason. Because he is afraid in case Bethan changes his mode suddenly. So he just remained silent dancing in his mind.

Bianca didn't notice at first because she was busy at looking for Aly. But when she was about to turn her head her eyes suddenly fall on the person she didn't expected to. She didn't wish to see him in this place.

When Rie saw her father she turned into a stone. She forgot what to do. Even forgot to breathe. At first, she couldn't believe her father is standing in front of her. Although it is far from her, she won't able to touch him nor she can call him "papa". But watching him suddenly is not what she accepted. After few moments, she started to tremble and her eyes became teary. Her mind became stormy and her eyes became waterfall. Seeing she can't stop herself from crying, she closed her eyes and went to her space for cooling herself.

"Ahhh I want to hug him. Papa I missed you a lot papa. I wanted to see you a lot. Papa mummaa. I wanna come to you papa mummaaa"

She started to cry out louder which made echo in the empty space. There is no one to comfort her. She is all alone.

Although she shows everyone her tough side, no one knows how alone she feels. Not even Riela. Because she is good at hiding herself.

........

In the Brittani mansion, a few days ag;

"will you really go to the ceremony?" Zara looked at Bethan with a questioning gaze.

"Yes. It is my last try to find her. It was not her fault for having this luck, right? I wish I could see her, ask her to forgive us." Bethan sighed.

"But there is no guarantee to see her. And even if you see her, it will harm you, you know it. And we have Zoey now, right? So please don't go."

"Sometimes I don't understand what you want? Bianca was really your child or not? Don't you feel a little remorse? or at least you can show it right? you are a mom, right?"

"What you meant by this? Do you know I much regret I feel? Because of her? But I don't wanna lose Zoey because of her. She was my child but it was past. she left by herself. So why should I still think of her? Why should I search for her? Didn't you search before? Even if you see her, don't bring her here. Either she will stay here or we will." Zara couldn't restrain her anger so she ran out and went to Zoey's room with teary eyes.

Brittani family get to know about the vanishment after four days Bianca and Riela left. The first expression they had was a slight tension, slight relief, and a little remorse.

It was until they got the letter and the pictures Bianca drew. Zara acted as nothing happened, she was busy taking care of Zoey. It was the first time Bethan saw this cruel side of her. She acted like she was not into herself but turning into another person.

Maybe because her shock was so great that she can't show her sadness or she changed. Bethan doesn't know what he should think. Because Zara told it is prohibited to talk about Bianca since then.

So Bethan searched for Bianca secretly. He used every method he could use but because of Bianca's disguise, he didn't get to know any strand of hair about Bianca and Riela. It was like they vanished in the thin air. They weren't in this world.

So he gave up searching for Bianca after one year. Zara knew it and become angry with Bethan. They had a cold war after then. Afterward, Bethan decided to move on from everything.

But Bethan still felt remorseful for Bianca. Recently he dreamt about Bianca so he felt sad again. And when he remembered Bianca would reach six years old and would go to the ceremony; he decided to try for last time. Because if Bianca is alive she will go to ceremony.

So he decided to go to ceremony with king for the first time. And hearing this, Zara became ferocious again. Bethan didn't react anything towards her behavior. He just wants to see her last time.

But he doesn't know will he be able to see her or not. But he will take this last chance. No matter how her luck affects him. He doesn't care.