Ending Practice Early(Chapter 5)

I was just about to do a dance from Swan Lake, until my dance instructor's chest pin glowed again. I wondered if it was about Charles again, but when she looked back at me.

She smiled and pointed downward.I didn't know what she was talking about at first until she got up and walked over to me. She clasped her thin hands together and said, "Practice is ending early today, your mother would like to see you downstairs in the foyer. Go now."

Her voice was firm and I gulped at this, what did I do wrong this time? I nodded to my instructor walking out of the dance studio. Looking back at Charles one time to see if he saw or overheard any of what just happened, he didn't.

I had now reached the Elevator, where two security guards were waiting for me. I entered the elevator and tried to keep my head up. For the anxiety within me tried to kick and leak burning liquid from my brown face. It's like I knew exactly what was going to happened to me. Why else would she interrupt my practice so early?

The Elevator came to a stop, jolting me backward a bit and I took in a deep breath in. The door opened and the two guards lend me out to were my mother was sitting. She was holding a diary in her hand, my diary.

She glared at me with pure anger in her eyes and this stabbed me in the heart, cutting deep into the beating vessel.

She spoke and what she yelled made me had to squeeze my fist so hard, so I wouldn't scream or run.

"Do you really have such pejorative toward me?! After everything I do for?! You sit here and write this Shit in your little Journal!? Is this what you think!? If you disliked me so much, why the hell didn't just say so!? You're such a little privileged bitch you know."

I grabbed my dress hard digging my nails into the fabric trying my best to keep myself together. I could feel my adrenaline want to burst out, but I managed to hold it in. Blinking faster and faster so tears wouldn't leak from my eyes.

She smiled and started laughing a bit in a high pitched cackle, kinda like the witch in the cartoon stories. "Haha-Victoria don't do this again or you will lose those dancing privileges of yours.

That was a treat for you,for behaving. The only reason,why you still have it now,is because you didn't run your smart ass mouth. When I was talking good job now come here and give your mother a hug. No more dancing for today and next time instead of writing your problems in this journal, just talk to me please."

She held her arms out for me and I went over and hugged her biting my lip so I would cry or scream out her ears. I don't know how she found about my diary but, I suspect it might have be from Rene. After all she was the only one I told about it and now look, look where that ended me.

My mother dismissed me and I walked out with the security, up to my room. Where I shut the door and slid down my wall,putting my hands over my face. I couldn't stop the tears, it was to much. I hit my thighs and helplessly cried silently to myself, knowing not even my personal items could be kept safe.

She made sure she had eyes everywhere and this is exactly why I need to get out. I don't know how much more I can hold in.