I Want to escape from this awful mind of mine.
I can't stand these thoughts anymore .
I can't stand the judgement anymore.
I just can't stand myself anymore.
I'm searching for ways out.
I am missing myself, the old me, the happy me, the real me.
The one who always walked on the bright side of life.
The one who you wanted to grow old with.
But I lost her
I lost myself.