Life is to beautiful to die .....

She always told me „life is to beautiful to die,

why would you want to die ?"

But mom .....

Tell me where is the beauty in my life ? When it feels like surviving and not like living everyday.

You can't see me during the night when I try to cry but I just feel dead inside .

But mom I swear it's not your fault ...

Your daughter just didn't make it whole.