A day as every other

Everyday is repeating itself.

Alone .. at a place that doesn't feel like home anymore but like a cage I am trapped in .

These four walls were once my happy place now there are my biggest fear.

A feeling of falling without a possibility to stop.

Depression is knocking on my door while standing next to anxiety and stress.

But remember I am not depressed .

Just a little bit sad sometimes as I try to rewind time .

But I'll be okay I said while tears were dropping on my chest .