CHAPTER: 1

๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ.

๐’๐ก๐ž'๐ฌ ๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ ๐’—๐’Š๐’†๐’ ๐‘บ๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’…

๐’๐ก๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐›๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ค ๐ก๐š๐ข๐ซ, ๐š ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ž๐ ๐Ÿ๐š๐œ๐ž, ๐ก๐š๐ณ๐ž๐ฅ ๐ž๐ฒ๐ž๐ฌ, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ž๐ฒ๐ž๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ,๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐œ๐ก๐ž๐ž๐ค๐ฌ, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐š ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฌ.

๐’๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐š๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ž๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐š ๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐œ๐ซ๐ข๐›๐ž, ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐จ๐œ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ž

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๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐š ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐š๐ฌ๐ข๐š๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐จ๐๐ž๐ฅ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐š๐ข๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐š๐ง ๐š๐œ๐œ๐ข๐๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ , ๐ฌ๐จ ๐š๐ง ๐จ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ก๐š๐ง๐š๐ ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐š๐ ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ, ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ฌ ๐Œ๐ฌ ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’‰, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐š ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ, ๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐’‹๐’†๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’‰ ๐š๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐š๐๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐š ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ ๐๐š๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ž๐ซ

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"๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฎ๐ฉ, ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐ž, ๐ˆ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š๐ง ๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐ž" usal ni mommy

"๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ?"

"๐‘จ๐‘ฒ๐‘ฐ๐‘บ๐‘ฏ๐‘จ ๐‘ฝ๐‘ฐ๐‘ฌ๐‘ต ๐‘บ๐‘ป๐‘จ๐‘ต๐‘ญ๐‘ถ๐‘น๐‘ซ!!" shes mad ๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ she really is

"๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ , ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ง๐š ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž" usal ko habang nakapikit pa

"๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ? ๐˜๐€๐€๐€๐€๐€๐€!!!" nabigla ako sa sigaw niya kaya dali dali akong bumangon at dumeretso sa banyo

Super strict ni mommy sa career ko, she really take good care of me, she doesn't want me hanging out, kahit bagot na bagot nako, even on parties, I really can't understand why is she acting so strict and weird, i cant even enjoy my teenager life ugh!

pagkatapos kong maligo ay nag ayos nako at dumeretso na sa baba

"๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ "

"๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ, ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ, ๐ž๐š๐ญ ๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐Ÿ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ" tumango naman ako at sinimulan ng kumain, she made bacon and egg, hotdogs and fried rice

"๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ ๐œ๐š๐ง'๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ก๐š๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐š๐ฒ?" Natigil naman siya sa pagkain, she stared at me seriously

"๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐๐จ ๐ข ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง๐ญ" she answered seriously

"๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ?"

"๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐œ๐š๐ง๐ญ" usal niya at nagpatuloy sa pagkain

"๐“๐ฌ๐ค, ๐ˆ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐œ๐š๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ! ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐œ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ž๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ž๐ž๐ง๐š๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž, ๐ˆ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ, ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐›๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ"

"๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ž" usal niya at hinawakan ang kamay ko

"๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ˆ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฆ๐ž ๐š๐ง ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ!" pinipilit kong maging malumanay pero hindi ko mapigilan ang emosyon ko may diin ang mga nasabi ko

"๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’‰๐’‚ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž" usal niya at pilit akong pinapakalma

"๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ" usal ko at tumayo"๐ˆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ˆ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐จ, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐š๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐›๐ฒ๐ž" kaya naman kinuha ko na yung bag ko at dumeretso sa kotse ko

"๐ˆ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ž๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐œ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ž" usal ko habang pinangingilidan ng mga luha, kaya naman pumikit ako at nagpakawala ng malalim na buntong hininga, sinimulan ko nang mag maneho at tumungo sa venue ng magazine pictorial ko

"๐˜๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ž ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ž๐š๐ซ" usal ng manager ko at bumeso

"๐‚๐š๐ง ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ ๐จ ๐จ๐ง ๐š ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ญ?" Usal ko at napatingin naman lahat sakin ng staf

"๐ฎ๐ก ๐ฌ-๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ข๐ฃ๐š๐ก ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐š ๐ค๐š๐ฌ๐ž ๐ค๐š๐ฆ๐ข ๐ฆ๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ฒ๐š"

"๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐š๐ฅ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ข ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฐ๐š๐ข๐ญ" at saka ngumiti

"๐ˆ'๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ž๐š๐ซ, ๐ฐ๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ง๐š ๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐š๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ" pati ang manager ko ayaw akong palabasin, kaya naman pilit nalang akong ngumiti sakanya

"๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ค๐š๐ฒ, ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐. ๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ˆ ๐›๐ž๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ?" pilit ngiti naman ang isinukli nito

nagsimula na ang shoot at halos 3 oras bago matapos kaya naman naisipan kong lumabas mag-isa at huwag magpaalam

"๐†๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ˆ'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐จ ๐š๐ก๐ž๐š๐, ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž"

"๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐š๐Ÿ๐ž ๐๐ž๐š๐ซ"

"๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ" usal ko at bumeso bago umalis

Sinimulan ko nang magdrive at nagpunta sa isang bar, bumaba ako sa kotse at tinanaw ang isang bar

"๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ง๐š ๐›๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ง, ๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ"

ใ‚ท๏ธŽ

nangiti naman ako, at sinimulan ng maglakad papasok , umupo na ako at umorder

Until I felt something strange, I don't know but it feels like someone is watching me, I felt something an aura, I never felt something like this before, something is wrong, there really is

sinimulan ko namang igala ang paningin ko pero wala akong makita

am I drunk? I think I am, It's already midnight thats why I decided to go home, I walk towards my car, I was about to start the engine when I feel something again, I think its headed towards me, What the F is happening?!!

habang papalapit ng papalapit ito ay lalo akong kinakabahan, gusto ko nang umalis pero parang hindi ako makagalaw, Nakakatakot at nagtataasan ang mga balahibo ko, kaya binuksan ko ang bintana ko sinubukan kong igala ang paningin ko pero wala akong makita ng biglang humangin ng napakalakas, napakaginaw napaka lamig ang hangin na ito na siyang nagpakabog ng napakalakas sa dibdib ko, hindi ko maintindihan pero parang may mali, what's happening? If this is a dream please let me wake up from it, please wake me up.

matapos ang hangin na iyon ay tila nabalik ako sa riyalidad, dali dali kong pinaandar ang kotse ko at pinaharurot hanggang makarating ako sa mansiyon

dali dali akong bumaba at pumasok sa loob, nagulat naman ako ng tumambad ang mukha ni mommy galit na galit

"๐ฆ-๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ" usal ko

"๐ฌ๐š๐ง ๐ค๐š ๐ง๐š๐ง๐ ๐ ๐š๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ!"

"๐ˆ-๐ˆ ๐ฃ-๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ ๐จ ๐จ-๐ฎ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐-๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ " utal utal kong sagot

"๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐–๐‡๐„๐‘๐„ ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐๐Š๐ˆ๐๐† ๐Œ๐˜๐‘๐“๐‡๐„๐‹! ๐’๐Ž๐Œ๐„๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐๐† ๐‚๐Ž๐”๐‹๐ƒ ๐‡๐€๐•๐„ ๐‡๐€๐๐๐„๐ ๐“๐Ž ๐˜๐Ž๐” !!!" Sigaw niya kaya naman nagbaba ako ng tingin

"๐ˆ-๐ˆ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ "

"๐Š๐„๐‹๐€๐ ๐Š๐€๐๐€ ๐๐€๐“๐”๐“๐Ž๐๐† ๐’๐”๐Œ๐”๐–๐€๐˜ ๐Œ๐˜๐‘๐“๐‡๐„๐‹!!" Sigaw niya kaya naman itinaas ko ang tingin ko at nagtama ang paningin namin, galit na galit ang kaniyang mga mata

"๐Œ๐Ž๐Œ! ๐ˆ ๐‰๐”๐’๐“ ๐–๐€๐๐“๐„๐ƒ ๐“๐Ž ๐…๐„๐„๐‹ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐„๐๐‰๐Ž๐˜ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐‹๐ˆ๐…๐„! ๐‰๐”๐’๐“ ๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐Ž๐๐‚๐„ ๐Œ๐Ž๐Œ! " hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at nasigawan ko ito

"๐’๐„๐’๐€๐๐†๐‡๐„!! ๐†๐Ž ๐“๐Ž ๐˜๐Ž๐”๐‘ ๐‘๐Ž๐Ž๐Œ! ๐˜๐Ž๐”'๐‘๐„ ๐†๐‘๐Ž๐”๐๐ƒ๐„๐ƒ!" Agad naman nanlaki ang mga mata ko

"๐ฆ-๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ"

"๐†๐Ž๐Ž๐Ž!!" Sigaw niya at itinuro ang kwarto ko sa itaas gamit ang hintituro niya kaya naman, tumakbo ako paitaas at padabog kong isinara ang pinto, dahan dahan namang tumulo ang mga luha ko, kasabay non ang malakas na pag-ulan, dahan dahan din akong umupo at sumandal sa pinto, niyakap ko ang mga binti ko at nagsimulang mag mukmok

"๐ˆ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฆ๐ž๐ ๐š ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ" usal ko at nagpatuloy sa pag iyak

๐‘ป๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’–๐’†๐’…....