And this is me who is sad, can only sit still in bed contemplating the story of my life from childhood to the present me, come to think of it there is not the slightest bit of happiness that I really felt as long as I grew into a twenty-year-old woman like now.
After getting tired of sitting pensively for about thirty minutes I finally decided to get out of the room and walk around the park in the mansion where Jimin and I lived, this house was given by his father to us. Jimin and I don't sleep in the same room, my room is on the second floor and his room is on the ground floor.
When I was going down the stairs, I saw Jimin had just returned while carrying his jacket. His face is still handsome even though he looks chaotic. His shirt collar was slightly opened and the shape of the tie was out of shape. "Are you home?" I greet him who just entered the house. He ignored me, didn't even look at all.
This is what Jimin is like, cold and unconcerned. I know he doesn't like this marriage, then what about me? Does he think I want it?
Not! Not at all, even I have to give up my relationship with Jeyhan. Jeyhan and I have been in a relationship for three years and we plan to get married in two years after I graduate from college.
And it's all just wishful thinking. Jeyhan cut me off, he was very hurt and so was I. I know he still hasn't let me down completely but what can I do? I'm also not sure if we have to continue that relationship, we can't possibly be together anymore and if the relationship continues it will certainly only give hurt and sadness to each of us.
So can't he appreciate me just a little?
I'm also hurt here, not just him. Ah well, what do I care about?
I continued my steps to the garden to enjoy the fresh breeze, in the garden I could enjoy the view of the fountain, the blooming flowers and the flying birds.
"What are you doing?"
I was absentmindedly absentminded and looked back and found Jimin there with a plain white shirt and black pants on his knees making him look very handsome. I can't deny that Jimin is indeed handsome. Not only that, he is also a clean person, Jimin really cares about his cleanliness.
"Just sitting." I replied then shifted my gaze to the front again.
I never thought he would sit next to me in a white wooden chair in this park. "I have something to say." He said without turning his head and flat tone.
"What?" Oh good, I'm curious. What did he want to talk about until he caught me here?
"I want us to pretend and behave like husband and wife in general in front of my father and—" His speech was interrupted, I still looked at him waiting for him to continue, "And that was only in front of my father, when at home there was no need. need to make me breakfast every morning as usual. "