miss them??

Did you ever feel like you need someone the most when they're not here?.. you get extremely sad... Extremely sad by missing them and only them... It's like... You don't want anyone... But only need the only one and who is not with you at the same time.

You just think that where are they...or what will they doing right now, lost in your own thoughts you only wish for them to come back, far from everyone you cry and only cry.

You didn't even know how to explain it to anyone and you too get frustrated and exhausted from everyone's questions... That what happened.??. why are you sad?? And all of that... Ahhh.. you gets literally irritated by all of that and you only want to kill yourself ...

And you really have no other choice after that...

You just ask that where are they? Why they leave? Do they love you still? Where is your that friend.. Who is lost now? and at the same time you can't hold back your tears and cry out loud and just laugh at you're uselesness... You laugh at the same really time.. when you think that what if you live? What If you die? You wants to die for a one day to see that who cares actually and where are the one... Who leave you.... You just miss them so much.. where are they?? Why they leave?? You just can't handle yourself and let every cry out at the same moment... You miss every memory of them.. and you think that a moment is never be precious until it turned into a memory... And memories hurt.. even more... You don't because they leave... You cry because..they promised you that they'll never ever leave you...