Prom Night

My knight in shining armour, Brendan. He was very handsome in that moment. His white tux with light blue buttons, his nice tan that complimented his complexion, that smile that could drive anyone crazy. He's perfect, and he's all mine.

His truck matched the elegance he held around him, a solid blue with a nice bulk. Not a hint of foul odor or any sour-smelling substances.

I can't believe tonight was prom night. High school had flown by so fast, its like one day from being best friends in feshman year to... Intimate lovers. Two guys who couldn't be whittled down by anything other than time itself.

Tonight was a very special night. It's my last night of highschool, then I'm moving away for college. It's out of state... and he knows this. He doesn't want me to move away, not that far out of state. He says he has something special he wants me to try after our dance, but he won't tell me what it is.

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The experience is blissful. I'm forever wrapped in his arms with a welcoming embrace, like no matter what happens, I'll always be his. His chest has a very toned and firm touch to it, giving my body a craving that can't be filled by anything else other than him. I'm not even a little nervouse being around all of these people, openly with another guy. It's not like our school didn't accept it, mostly everyone accepts us, and I can't wait to see what his surprise for me is.

In the end, I was announced king and my other best friend was announced queen. She was gorgeous. Her hair a perfect dyed purple, eyes of emerald, and the body of a model. Its really no wonder she was picked queen. This is turning out to be the best night of my life, and most of all, we get to experience it together. An experience to grow and learn off of. I'm glad I chose this boy to have a future with. I feel like this is could be our forever and more. I sure hope so.

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This was not what I expected. We pulled over in a clearing deep in the woods. He told me to trust him when he was tying the thin rubber around my arm. A pastel liquid lodged into the syringe, ready to be inserted in my veins.

I said no. No matter how many times he asked, but then he pulled the card. The 'Please... For me' card. He knows I can't resist him when he does that.

As it penetrated my flesh, I couldn't help the shakes that came with it. I felt it course through my veins, in and out of my heart, through every limb of my body until it reached my brain. That's when shit hit the fan.

My mind detachted itself from my body. Everything felt alright. My over thinking stopped, any and all anxiety that ever exsisted was gone. My veins blazed with a passion and pleasure.

My lust for him intensified. I wanted him more than he knew it. I'm not sure if it was me or the drug... but i needed him. Now.

"I need you, Brendan." The words moaned out of me, his hands had already gotten to work on getting everything off of us, and we did it. In the middle of the woods, in the bed of his truck, and high on a drug I couldn't wait to get more of. At one point during it all... I started to crave a higher position than him and that small dose of power the drug was giving me.

A little while after it all ended, I searched around for more. He had no clue what I was looking for until I retied the piece of rubber, ignoring his advances to stop me... But it was too late.

All needles in the area were out of his reach, blocked by my body, which he tried to move. The one I had in my hand was inserted into my veins. The rush becoming even more intense, almost overpowering me. It felt amazing, just as amazing as his body against mine.

So I took one more. Then another. Then another.

All the while dodging his attempts to stop me.

In the end, he cried harder than me. He cried harder than when i realized I'm not stronger then what I took. I'm not as flexible as the drug. I'm not as intrusive as it either.

In the end of it all, I was dead.

It truely was the best night of my life. In the end, there was no worry. No pain. No lust. Just an empty hole of void emotion. He held me in those final moments of breath, my body raging with adrenaline and pastel pink liquid. "Please don't die. PLEASE! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T GO. PLEASE!"

His pleading fell on deaf ears. Everything around him so inanimate, so quiet... so lonely.

Not even an 'I Love You'.

I guess we weren't forever after all... I guess... This is my fault...