CHAPTER nineteen

unedited AVIE'S POV

My eyes fluttered open, groaning I tried to stretch, but couldn't, what the hell? My vision still blurred, flickering my eye's open in shut, trying to see clearly, I know I passed out after what landon told me about ember, i was lost in thought when I felt something moving in my stomach, I gasp, it cant be the pup this soon can it? God avie it's a wolf pup of course its gonna grow fast, I even noticed my stomach is already forming, but I just thought it was from my binge eating, " boy was i wrong, once my vision finally came back, I looked around, I'm not at Landon's and I'm tied down? What the hell is going on and why the hell am I in embers room? I thought to myself

"Scanning the room, noone was here , at least that's what I thought till I heard the shower turn off, and ember came out in a towel. I couldn't stop my self from looking at him, but when I got a wiff of his body wash I threw up,

Avie are you okay ember, ask as he ran to my side, he untied me, and after I was done I sit up and relaxed my head against the head board,

Avie, ember growled, I narrowed my eyes at him, he chose cherri over me and he hurt me did he really think I wanted to be back here? Because I'm not and I'm leaving the first chance I get,

Arrax, growled,

I cocked my brow, and pushed past him and ran into the bathroom and locked the door I knew it couldn't stop him, if he really wanted in but I'm hoping that he takes the hint!

Open the door avie please we need to talk, said ember, they're was desperation in his voice did he know about the pup?

Taking a deep breath I open the door, but didnt say anything,

I'm sorry avie, I've messed up I thought you rejected me I never thought you'd get pregnant with a pup on your first time I shouldn't have left with cherri, I know you must he hurting but I swear nothing happen between us , i would never hurt you, ember said as he tried to catch his breath, after his little speech.

"You hurt me I yelled and showed him my wrist that were bruised, trying to fight back the tears but, I failed ,and on come the water works just great avie they think your weak.

Avie ember said and walked towards me, he grabbed my hands in his , I'm sorry arrax ,got upset seeing landons hands on our mate and I lost control of him , I'm sorry we would never hurt you intinaily, said ember and he had tears peaking at his eyes.

I didnt say anything to him, I just took off my clothes ignoring the fact that ember was standing there watching me and I jumped in the shower, he must have left because when I got out he was gone, I wrapped a towel around my body and walked into embers room, and surprised that he wasn't in the room, " oh well better of that way I guess, I walked to ember closet and found one of his t shirts it was the smallest on i could find , I slipped it over my head and growing bump, and I slipped on a pair of his jogging shorts even though they were stretchy I still had to roll them up 3 times , running embers comb through my hair, looking at my self in mirror before going down stairs , "what? I muddier under my breath I look like I'm 7 months pregnant, how much did this pup grow, I'm way bigger then yesterday, I quickly ran to the door, and out the room, once I was down stairs i went to mr fatale's office, with out knocking I ran in, and to my stupidity he was not there in fact it was ember, "GREAT"

Seeing the worry in my eyes ember quickly rushes over to me,

Avie are you okay what's wrong, he growled and looked out side the office,

Ember, my voice came out a little shakey

What's wrong? He said as he searched my body for injuriesIt's my stomach, it's way bigger then yesterday I look as if I'm almost ready to pop, I sniffled,. Ember chuckles.

You look fine, he said and rubbed my his hand over my growing belly, it's a wolf pup and I'm an alpha so that means the pup has alpha blood which means are pup will be here in a month, he smiles,

What? I said shocked landon said I had at least 2 more months, not 1 month, I have nothing for this baby,

Yeah alpha blood lines only take 3 months to arrive, he informed me,

Great, well I'm going shopping for more clothes and baby stuff I said as I was about ready to leave when ember pulls me into his chest hard,

Hey watch it, I yelled,.

Your not leaving avie, it's not safe, I'll send some one to go get what you need he said,

No I'm going you cant order me around, I said and placed a hand on my hip, i could tell ember was getting angry ,

He walked closer to me I walked back and back untill I hit a wall.

Avie just because your my mate dont mean you can talk to me like with out being punished, he said through gritting teeth, his eyes wear black, I knew he was mad and it was no longer ember, I slid down the wall and one arm over my head and the other over my belly, protecting my unborn child, sensing my fear, I felt this tingling sensation radiate through my body, when I looked up, there's some kind of bubble keeping ember away from me, I raised my hand in front of me to touch it, when I did that, this force sent ember flying through the wall, I gasp, did I just hurt my mate? I stood to my feet quickly the bubble disappeared, when I started moving,

Ember was already to his feet by time I reached him, he didn't say anything, just picked me up bridal style and carried me to his room, when he put me to my feet, I looked over his body,

I'm fine, I'm wolf remember, ember said with half smileWhat was that? I asked, knowing he would probably know,

He sighed, the pup put up a barrier to protect you, it thought you were in danger, it thought I was a danger to you, he said as he backed away from me,

Ember, I whispered and moved closer to him.

NO! "he growled,

I stopped, and frowned did my mate not want me near him?

Baby girl, the pup has strong powers, I felt it when you blasted me, I dont want to make the pup upset, said ember, but I saw pain I'm his eyes .

Ember I said as I walked closer to him, the pup loves you, it knows your not a threat to me i was just scared you were gonna hurt me it's my fault and I'm sorry, I said as i snaked my arms around his neck it felt so good to be in my mates arms, i brushed my lips against his he kissed me back he moved his lips to my neck, and over my collarbone, then I felt his Canines, and all of a sudden a burning sensation and his teeth pierced my skin, I moaned from the pain, his Canines went deep into my neck, when he pulled back his eyes were black, but quickly turn back blue,

His eyes widen when he saw my neck, " I hadn't realized i was crying from the pain till he wiped away the tears with his thumbs.

"I'm so sorry avie I didnt mean to loose control over arrax he marked you,

It's okay ember, I'm your mate your supposed to mark me right? I said and kissed his lips.

I knew he was hurting, i could feel it now that he marked me i felt everything that he felt,

Avie now your going die I'm so sorry, he sobbed ,i gasped if I die what's going to happen to my pup?.....