2| O H M Y G O D
Hongjoong*
Seonghwa*
Yunho*
Yeosang<
San*
Mingi*
Wooyoung*
Jongho*
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"He shall protect us, if we deny him we die, we kill you if you leave, we love you if you stay. Everything is great, it's so good to be alive"~~~
It rang throughout the building and it never stopped until we were all in the middle, standing in a circle. The only light in the room were the candles illuminating our faces and our surroundings. The body squirmed on the table, knowing what was to come even though he had a blindfold on.
There was a lecture stand, it was for me. I climbed it and everyone bowed for me. It was powerful and i loved when they thought of me like they do our god. I wasn't him though, i was just the one giving orders from him. Hongjoong may be the leader but in this establishment they all see me as a god even himself.
They all drip the candles wax on the body that shook in fear, this was for the best i try to tell him but it's hard because he won't shut up. We always do this, to protect our lord and feed him this sacrifice so he won't starve. "Who thinks they did good today". Everyone raises their hands, it's not enough it's too much. I have to pick who gets to end this sacrifice so their soul enters another world. All of them got a chance to do it at least once but i have one member in mind.
"Jongho, yah"
He immediately stands up tall and looks straight at the victim. It's so satisfying to watch this, but for only once i would like to try it, i'm just not allowed. The body is nailed to the table in a cross like figure, awaiting his death. He just won't be quiet, it's hard to pray like this and it's distracting. Jongho takes the knife from out of my hands and he's ready to take the life of this innocent man in order to make someone else happy, so considerate.
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It's not like this doesn't happen a lot. It usually doesn't anger me as much as it does now, but i can't help but try not to scream at the sacrifice for ruining everything. It's supposed to go smoothly with no interruptions. Why can't this guy stop asking for forgiveness and begging to let him go?
Doesn't he know that's not how it's supposed to work. Why is he so demanding? Maybe there is no god after all. What if this is all for no reason?
No. This is how it's supposed to work. Killing this man is helping a cause they we created and it will do better for everything. This guy probably doesn't have a life and no one will ever notice he's gone. He tried to kill us on our run today so why wouldn't we torture him back. He deserves it.
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Jongho and the body are face to face now. The only thing the man doesn't know is that the knife is ready to be emerged in his inside and ready to twirl them all up to no demise. He still begging but doesn't realize he will have no mercy. There is no stopping now and all his noises are making this too difficult. It's done when the sound of bones and skin breaking and loud screams of the sacrifice are heard. The blood is everywhere. Jongho doesn't stop until he's satisfied, stabbing the guy multiple times.
One...Two... Three..., more screams, Four... Five... Six..., mixed suffering, Seven... Eight...everything stops finally. That's all it takes for this man to give up, i thought he had more in him. I knew he was weak, that's why he was picked for this. It would've been better if it lasted longer though. Everyone cheers and hugs Jongho proudly. High fives and fist bumps are the usual congratulation, not wanting to get bloody even though they would later. It's clean up time, and someone will come and take care of the lifeless body on the gory table.
We all walk to the basement cellar to quickly clean up our own bodies after rolling in red guilt for hours on end. Once the showers are done, we all change into normal everyday clothes different from the now bloody robes we all had on earlier. It's time to go home and we will all rest peacefully knowing our lord is pleased with out work. Days like this always last long but they're always worth it.
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