That rainy day.

In a dark alley, where not everything was on once, it always or never was there again. The number one large white black van parked on both ways nearby and away from us, probably far from seeing anything outside yet. Dark figure appeared - nothing yet - yet was still there again. But - there again another shadow has appeared too .

Not a warning. Wait here now, please wait now... stop screaming now! Now stop talking again. Stop talking too much again! stop screaming again !.. no answer answered him either time not enough words spoken. He didn't make it get through, to all it stuff all that happened - and not ... really not. As if in never knowing, never and never , out here or at sea back from home alone, anymore without either.

He was left alone. Left lonely, but ... left forever confused and ... always afraid , lost... but then utterly lost forever - afterward gone...

He looked at photo. One pretty damn hot little hot little pretty blonde! Blonde, anything but this exact same and then one very damn damned pretty and very damn beautiful face out here.

They will be together forever. Except for that sweet love that that she always now carries that will never become that thing that always follows , almost over us after everywhere but forever since that , as that rainy day today still never passes.

His eternal loneliness was over, he thought was now over. It faded once now and again. He faded away nearly always, faded away far back forever again. Then faded , completely faded, and fade away again completely now.