Elian hates me

After a while, Ray started to doze off probably because of the tranquilizer I gave him.I'd always keep those with me in case I needed one, because my life was not that decent even before all this.

I left Ray with Elian and went outside the cave for fresh air thinking about what happened to little Sarah. Why would they take her with them and leave Ray behind, wounded. Ray must have managed to escape in time, was the only conclusion I could think of.I wrapped my hands around my waist and stared at the end of the hill where the cave stood. The hill was near a large body of water which looked really deep.

If someone fell from there, no one would be able to spot the person's body. Since it was night already, the owls seemed to sing in their voice since it was their morning for them.

After a while, Elian came out of the cave. His eyes looked intense and not in a good mood. When his eyes met with mine, he came towards me. Elian looked angry, his deep stare caused me to take a step back just to realize I couldn't due to the end of the hill.I don't know why but Elian's stare scared me. He walked and walked, faster and faster. Suddenly, he pushed me. I screamed and closed my eyes. I slowly opened my eyes just to realize that he was holding my hand. But if he left it, I would fall for sure.

"DONT LET GO OF ME" I yelled trying to keep my hand glued to his.I could see the deep water, waves coming from the east, making it scarier.

"you don't know how desperate I am to let go of you" he replied in a cold voice.

After that, Elian suddenly pulled me back up

I breathed heavily, and took a step back and one more step back and one more, until I crept with the wall of the cave. There was no more space left to step back but Elian still came towards me. He stopped just when there was so little distance between us that I could hear him breathe.

That was just too startling. I tried to run away from the side but Elian blocked my way with his left arm and then the right one too.

"El..."

He punched the wall as angry as he could.

I knew that Elian hated me but this much, It felt bad.

"From the day you came, everything messed up"

Blood dripped down his hand but it didn't seem to affect his anger.

I was Sobbing up, trying my best to not break down in front of the cold hearted jerk.

Elian's face was red with anger and his eyes veins could be seen trying to come out as if his green eyes would actually burst.

"It's not my fault" I mustered up the courage and said in a confident voice.

Elian chuckled with an iron fist, making me feel unimportant and unworthy of his time.

He let go of his hands giving me a way to go. Just when I was about to leave, Elian grabbed my shoulders pulling me closer to him.

"Just stay away from us, you can't do anything except causing pain"

He let go of me in a harsh way and walked inside the cave.

I had no idea I was capable of causing this much pain. Even though Elian acted harsh towards me, I could actually feel his pain through his eyes. Maybe he was right, I was the problem. Sarah would be still here if they hadn't stopped here just to get me back and Ray wouldn't be hurt.

But since I caused the problem, I will have to solve it.

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