Part 8

Selena's POV

I didn't feel anything hit me but I heard something bang. I opened my eyes and saw Justin had hit the wall beside me. I looked at him and saw his eyes were closed.

Say his mom was a bitch, my demons told me.

I shook my head to get rid of the thoughts, I saw tears rolling down Justin's face.

Fuck, I opened my mouth but closed it realising that I wasn't able to say anything.

Fuck I'm so sorry. So sorry. Fuck.

"Stop Selena, plz," he said in barely a whisper and I closed my mouth biting my lip trying to keep it shut.

Come on you know you want to hurt him, do it, call his mom a fucked up slut, my demons said. I opened my eyes and bite my lip hard so hard that I tasted blood.

"I'm sorry" I chocked out as I shook my head holding it tightly.

"What" he breathed out and I closed my eyes trying to control my breathing.

Seriously is he literally wanting a death wish?

"I said I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that I-I just wasn't myself. I'm really sorry about your mum and everything I said" I admitted and his hands slipped to my hands that were wrapped around my head as he stood in front of me worried.

He looked a little bit confused as well.

Did he not believe me?

Oh wait I'm Selena Gomez, that bad girl, why would he believe me anyway?

"I-I'm gonna go" he whispered as his hand slid down my hair and I nodded.

I actually didn't want him to leave.

Freaky right?

But I knew that my demons would take over and well let's just say chaos would happen.

He stepped back a little giving me room to myself but I saw him look at me one last time before leaving.

Why did I have to meet him?

Why?

this is all your fault Battleaxe.

I got a freaken hot tutor, who bloody hates you cause you're a freaking bitch to him.

I plopped to the bed and felt my eyes getting heavy and then fell asleep.

I woke up at 7 and I had school and damn I woke up early.

Dude, I'm turning into a nerd.

Haha, kidding.

I quickly got up which was a bad idea cause I automatically hit the floor.

Don't you just hate it when you quickly get up from bed, then you get dizzy and fall face flat to the floor and yeah?

You look like a total doof.

I walked to my closet and picked out a random outfit cause I really couldn't be bothered to waste any more time to see Justin again.

Why do I wanna meet Justin?

I mean basically called him mom a bitch, so he won't want to see me or be near me even though he still has to tutor me.

So this is gonna be awkward.

I quickly got dressed and drive to school. The bell instantly rang and I quickly ran to class. I walked into the classroom and everyone's eyes were on me, but not Justin's.

Wait where is he?

Was he sick or something?

Or did he not want to see me but he's a nerd?

He was basically begging me to go to school yesterday when he looked like he was about to die.

"Selena this is the first time you've actually come to class on time," the teaches said surprised and I nodded ignoring her comment before sitting in my seat.

I heard her sigh and she continued teaching, I looked at the door and then at my phone.

Dude where the hell is Justin.

Now I sound like an obsessed psycho, ugh but I don't know. I just worry about him.

I heard the bell ring meaning it was lunch, I groaned and walked to my squad, I plopped on the seat next to Perry.

"Woah Selly why so glum?" Perry asked eating a sandwich and I groaned and placed my head in between my arms before laying them across the table.

"You know Justin, the nerd that I introduced you guys, he's not here, I mean it's just he's a nerd so he should care about his attendance," I said which was kind of a lie but I didn't really want to tell them why.

"Aw does Selly have a crush?" I heard Tristan mock in a baby voice and I pouted at him before flicking his forehead.

"Owwey" he pouted rubbing where I flicked.

"Well don't say stupid things then OK, I don't get no crush on him, I'm just curious, I mean he's my tutor," I said defending myself but they knew I was lying.

"Oh, Selly has a boyfriend" Brad screamed making everyone turn to us and he quickly covered his mouth before smiling sheepishly.

Ugh, idiot.

I groaned before glancing around to see Harry.

That's the kid he talked to yesterday. Maybe he knows something.

I sighed before walking over to him as he was so deep into his pasta.

"Hey, Harry have you see Justin," I asked him and he looked at me with his eyes widened causing the pasta he was mid eating to fall back into his lunch box.

Okay then.

I sighed as I wanted for him to answer which took a while but he shook his head as he noticed I was waiting for him.

I groaned before deciding to go straight home.

I didn't know why I cared about so much

I needed to forget about Justin, I mean he'll come back tomorrow, maybe he's taking a day off.

Right?

I groaned and tried to get to sleep, but I couldn't.

Why was he having such a big effect on me?

I mean, we only met but he's already taken over my mind.

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Awww, wait where is Justin?