Selena's POV
I immediately ran outside after asking Jeremy for Justin and I sat against my car.
I looked down to my hands to see them shaking and I sighed closing my eyes as I tried to control the anxiety attack that I felt coming on.
I couldn't believe Jeremy was Justin's dad.
That son of a bitch.
I couldn't believe that Justin didn't tell me what happened to him as well.
I needed to ask him exactly what happened to him and when I mean to ask, I mean to force him to tell me.
Fuck I should have been more aware than he was being abused.
And I feel even worse than his mum's not even around like maybe she left because of Justin dad and wanted to take Justin but couldn't.
I didn't know anything about her but I had a feeling she was a good person.
Justin didn't turn out like Jeremy so his mum must've been a good influence.
After a half-hour, I started to count back in 3's before getting up and shaking my hands and legs getting rid of any pins and needles and stress.
But suddenly I heard footsteps and I saw Justin walking downstairs with a suitcase.
Seriously one suitcase, doesn't his dick of a father buy him clothes?
Wait this is Jeremy we are talking about?
It's good I've still got the bags I've bought him.
Ok maybe not.
"Here h-he i-is, miss Gonzalez, h-he w-wont d-disobey you-u" I hear Jeremy say looking down and I tried to force a smile.
I didn't want him to think that I actually liked his son or he'd try to negotiate a price which I couldn't be asked to do.
"Oh I know he won't" I smirked checking Justin out and his eyes immediately looked down
What he is hot.
Yeah, a nerd but a hot nerd.
"M-miss Gonzalez, if you-u d-don't mind m-me asking, w-why do you-u want him, he's a bloody idiot," Jeremy asked looking at Justin in disgust and I felt my blood boil when I heard Jeremy talking about Justin like that.
"Well, that's for me to know and for you to shut up" I smirked at him and slowly pulled Justin towards me.
I looked at him and his eyes were shut closed, they seemed to swell up and I gripped onto my shorts tightly to stop myself from getting mad.
I heard him gasp and I sighed. "But if you must know, well I'm gonna do a lot of things to him, some you won't even imagine I could possibly do" I smirked at him before stepping in front of Jeremey and sliding my hands on top of his crotch causing him to close his eyes.
I mentally puked.
He quickly opened his eyes and his hand slid to my waist pulling me close.
I sighed allowing him to touch me.
One of my girls made a deal that I would satisfy his needs so that he wouldn't touch her and I agreed to it as I was young and I always had her back.
And I don't break a deal.
"Justin wait in the car, I'll be an hour" I whispered into his ears as his eyes were still closed painfully and he nodded before slipping into the car.
I don't think he was able to see me due to the pain he was feeling and the car door were tinted so he wouldn't be able to see me anyway.
"I want to fuck you" Jeremy whispered as his hands gripped onto my ass and I sighed jumping up and wrapped my legs around him.
Why don't I satisfy him one last time?
He walked back into the house and slammed down into the sofa pressing himself against me.
I shut any guilty thoughts that ran through my head and forced myself to be sexually attracted to Jeremy instead of thinking of him as Justin dad.
His hands slid into my shorts pulling them off and I groaned attaching my lips to his with the taste of alcohol slipping into my system.
My hands slipped into his boxers and he groaned sucking deeply into his neck. My hands gripped onto his cock harshly stroking it but it seemed to turn him on more he ripped off my panties and thrusts himself deep into me.
I closed my eyes painfully as it had been a while since I had sex. I groaned as he slid deeper into me as my walls wrapped around his cock.
"There's someone coming else over" he whispered into my ears and I let out a harsh sigh as his lips sucked down to breasts before he slid over my top.
He always did this, he used to call over his mates and fuck me at the same time.
I used to give myself to take pills which would increase my hormones causing them to become hornier.
I nodded into his neck as I groaned. He took my full breast into his mouth causing me to moan deeply.
"Fuck yh" I heard a groan behind him and I opened my eyes to see Jacob behind him.
A friend of Jeremy's.
I let out a bitter laugh as my plan was becoming less guilty for me.
Jeremy finally pulled out causing me to groan painfully and he pulled me up that I was sitting on his lap.
I looked out the window to see Justin still in the car sleeping.
I sighed as I let out a breath of relief before Jacob slipped off his boxers and immediately kneeled Infront off with his eyes filled with lust.
I felt Jeremy's hands press me against him and his cock slipped into my ass. Jacob pulled us both up before gripping onto my legs and slipping them around his waist.
His cock slid into me causing me to feel immense pleasure from the front and the back.
They both thrust into me for a couple of minutes before finally slipping out.
All of our breathings were harsh. "Give me a drink" I groaned as I laid down on both of them on the sofa.
Jeremy laughed and tossed me a bottle of vodka. They both were already drunk as I noticed their heads spinning.
My plan was now.
I got my shorts and took out the pills that were in them and slipped all of them into the bottle causing them to dissolve.
I sighed as I placed the bottle down as their hands started to rub against me.
Jacob gripped onto my hair tightly pulling me on top of me. "You're a really naughty girl" he whispered as I laughed bitterly before dragging his hands deep into me.
He let out a breath before his fingers started to thrust deep into me and I groaned slipping my hands to his throat.
I wanted to hold his neck tighter but I stopped myself. "I don't mind if I do" Jeremy whispered as he took a huge gulp of the vodka filled with the pills.
I smiled bitterly as he suddenly groaned in pain and I looked at Jacob to care but he didn't.
I gripped onto the bottle and cummed into his hands causing Jacob to laugh.
He sucked on his fingers and I sat back on Jeremy who was dead now... Well asleep for those who didn't know.
I sighed as I looked at Jacob.
His wet brown locks pressed against his forehead.
His naked body that actually was appealing to look at.
He wasn't like Jeremy.
But his mind was.
I pulled the bottle to Jacob as he shook his head, no. I groaned in anger before putting a little in my mouth and kissing him transferring it into his mouth forcing him to swallow.
"That's unhygienic" he laughed as he swallowed the drink, before taking another swig of it and I laughed.
After a couple of minutes, his breathing seemed to stop.
You know how they asked what your last meal would be if you're going to be executed.
That's how it was now.
Being fucked would be their last mean before execution.
I immediately got up and dressed before emptying the bottle in the sink.
I quickly got to the driver's seat to see Justin still fast asleep and I sighed as he didn't have to worry about anything anymore.
Maybe I did but I didn't care at the moment.
I drove back to my house and we finally reached after a 10 minute.
I got out with Justin's suitcase and decided to not wake Justin at the moment.
I went to the guest room and looked through them to see if there wasn't anything actually worthy of keeping.
And there wasn't, so I left his suitcase back outside and decided to put his new clothes in his wardrobe.
I went back to the car to see Justin awake and he jumped up as he noticed me.
But he didn't speak and I didn't blame him.
He slipped his leg out of the car and I hurried to his side and placed his right arm over my shoulder before wrapping my arms around his waist to hold his balance.
"Thanks" I heard Justin whisper and I nodded walking slowly inside my house.
I go to his new bedroom and placed him on the bed. "Shoot" I heard Justin his in pain.
I sighed shaking my head as I thought back to Jeremy and Jacob. "One sec" I whispered and went to the bathroom grabbing the first aid kit.
I looked at Justin who looked like he had been torn into pieces.
Why couldn't I be there for him earlier?
I walked to him and sit on top of him placing my legs on either side of him.
"Selena w-what is you-u doing" Justin gasped and I rolled my eyes.
"Well I'm trying to help you" I snapped at him and he looked down. "I guess I'm gonna fix your wounds more often" I groaned sarcastically but I felt lifted up and pressed into the bed.
"Well I didn't ask for this ok, I didn't ask for my mother's death did I, ok, I didn't ask for you to come to help me did I, ok so don't pin this on me" Justin screamed at me putting all his weight on me.
I bit my lip and his eyes shot at mine. "Wait your mom died" I gasped.
Shit is that why he got angry when I talked about his mom.
Ugh, your such an idiot.
Sel, you and your big mouth.
"Its none of your business," Justin said and he was about to speak again but I cut him off.
"I'm sorry, ok, I'm sorry for being a total bitch to you and your mum and for making you the bad person here sorry" I sighed and closed my eyes as I let out a breath of relief.
Well, that felt nice to get that off my chest.
I opened my eyes and saw Justin with tears in his eyes. "Why are you crying now, I just said sorry," I asked worried and he shook his head
"No it's your elbows pushing into my bruised hand" he sheepishly whispered and I looked down to see my elbow pressed against his hand.
"Oh," I said and quickly took my elbow off his hand causing him to let out a groan.
"Ok now can I actually fix your wounds," I asked with a smile.
Justin's POV
I looked at her deeply.
Can you fix the wounds in my heart too?
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