Chapter 2 Loves Bindings
Richard's pov.
My mate should be here soon..I'm on the very edge of my seat. I haven't seen nor spoken to my Luna in six years. I messed up. I want to beg her forgiveness, grovel at her feet. Treat her like the Luna she's going to be..but first, we have to let the past be bye gones.
I know I don't deserve her after what all happened..her forgiveness,trust..and I want all those things because of the bond not love...I didn't want to hurt my mate...she was very beautiful..the moment I knew she was mine...I wanted her above all else that instant...but years went by and my whole dug deeper. I never wanted to be the one to break her heart or cause her tears and pain! Never!
I was in love with my dad's beta's daughter. Fell in love with her at like fifteen. I truly loved her..mannn..I.still.do.
We we're having a pack picnic on a full moon our celebrations for our moon Goddess a week after my eighteenth birthday. I knew I could run into my mate at any time after my birthday..we wolves don't find are mates till then.
In truth, I was still clinging to hope Amy would be my mate even though I had my doubts..no pull and magic or shit... but as soon as we hopped out the truck her scent struck me head-on making me step back a second then the pull to find her set in my bones. My wolf Ted screaming in my head to find her now...I was trying not to panic..or awhere Amy of what was happening. I loved her couldn't hurt her with all the pack around..everyone knew Amy's mine! My wolf was struggling to take over my very movements so I started walking to the pack picnic still trying not to be obvious.
As soon as I spot her I know!...she's my mate the one the moon Goddess made for just me and I for her. There's one important problem I'm in love with Amy completely in love I can't break her heart over the stupid bond with a chick I don't even know! I can't! I shake my head I can't even bring my self to tell Amy I have found who my mate is...I love Amy! Damn!
Winter was only fifteen though..she had no clue I was her mate and wouldn't till she turned eighteen. Three years from then..that would buy me time...I thought stupidly. I was an ignorant fool!
I couldn't mark Amy because she wasn't my mate. I could never have pups with her, but I loved her and at eighteen you don't want pups..and..when your in love you take that person however the situation comes..with or without..you almost don't even consider the outcome of your decision's.
I knew at that moment I didn't have to break either of their heart's and I was content with just that at that moment...however I started avoiding most pack gathering's that my dad allowed..but he knew my situation with Winter and Amy.
He always thought we should make our own mistake's to learn from em ..all be better for them. He did say he thought I was being quite foolish and perhaps making decisions like a pup. I think he'd be proud to see the decision I've made now...but I was grateful he didn't push me into anything I wasn't sure of and at that time I was sure of Amy and our love for each other. Three years go by though..and then I come to face my own fear...because, of course, its inevitable not to see her after she turns eighteen..we are of the same pack..she see's me. I see her.
Time stops altogether at that moment just looking into each other eye's...we both know...but I don't move I stay rooted by Amy. Keep my arm tightly around her waist...I can't go to her cause how do I explain this! How would I even react so close to her I can't hurt Amy..that I can't do and the whole pack's here!..... I love Amy..my wolf want's the bond and it's strong..so strong I want to rip through this whole crowd like the wolf I am and mark her here so everyone know's she's mine! That's my wolf ..Alpha gene's...my heart is Amy...Winter sees I'm not leaving Amy's side. I'm not coming for her..I see the hurt In her eyes..feel the pang in my chest..the The bond crying out loud!
It breaks my damned heart...I feel like the worse mate on the planet..not to claim the gift our mother Goddess gave me! I can't hurt Amy though...it's easier to hurt someone you don't know than the love of your life for seven years....so I sit there and watch her leave.
I watch the whole time until I can no longer see her. Feeling the breaking inside me..either way, I hurt..either way, someone hurts.
Three weeks later my wolf goes into a frenzy I can't hold him back. He's tried to take me over multiple times I don't know what the deal is. Keeping him away from our mate has him using all force to reckon with. I've been exhausted fighting him all day. When I finally dose off the traitor jolts me awake taking completely over my body..oh,no..this ain't good. I thought. I can't rain him in now...he's out and on a mission not submitting to my words or commands!
He stops right in front of the Dream's residence..my mate's..residence...I don't know why he's come here...and this prick won't answer..SHIT!...then I smell it. My mate..she's in heat! Nothing had ever smelt this great..nothing has ever made me want something the way I want her right now..it's maddening! Then my world went black..my world completely taken over.
I wake the next morning in my bed by my Amy..and I'm terrified..what did I do last night?..what did my wolf do? I immediately get dressed and head to the Dream residence...I at least can apologize for what? I don't know!
When I arrive my mate's father meets me outside on the porch..known as Mr. Juno Dreams he looks pissed, aggravated, but also I sense sadness.
"Mr. Dreams sir, I just came to apologize..my wolf took over an honest sir I blacked out right in front of your residence. I came to in my bed this morning and rushed straight over here to try to fix this ..I don't know." I tell him panicky. He gives me a strange look I can't read.. then turn's around and say's over his shoulder before leaving me. "She's going away to college my Winter is for a couple of years. Considering.. what happened last night we all think it's for the best. Alpha Richard has given us his blessing and her papers."
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