I wrote you a love letter even if I haven't met you yet

To my lifetime,

Someday, I will love a person that I won't need to wish for in the stars. Even the cosmos itself will conspire with everything that it has for our destinies to meet, for that single moment beyond space and time that everything slows down as I meet your eyes, for us. I may be born for galaxies of reasons, but I am sure that one of the causes that I am existing is to meet a quasar, brighter than any of those stars that I have seen― I know, I am alive to love you.

And when you finally come, there's no need for me to wait for the births of new stars to carry my dreams and to stare at the midnight sky while waiting for meteors to come ricocheting in the sky. Because, we'll collide like binary stars that finally found their way to each other and explode into a fascinating supernova, together we'll form our own universe.

Someday, I will fall for someone who I won't need to wish for during 11:11. There'll be no late nights that I patiently wait for the hands of the clock point at exactly 49 minutes before 12 pm. I'll finally rest from glancing at my bedside table, counting down every second like waiting for new year to finally come but instead longing for that four digits to make my prayers come true.

When you're finally with me, I'll sleep comfortably knowing that you love me every morning and I'll look up for every sunshine and dawn for a new day with you. No more tossing and turning in bed when the darkness reigns and the silence prevails, gone are the insecurities and what if's, my mind will be filled with the thoughts of you and my heart will know happiness like an old friend.

Someday, I'll give my heart to a person that I didn't need to toss coins on the wishing wells for. There'll be no need for me to save up every silver and gold penny I get just so I can drop it inside an old well that became the piggy bank of different people's wishes and be with other coins of ungranted desires.

Because the moment you step into my life, I would know that there'll be nothing to ask the heavens for, you'll complete me like those carefully arranged ancient rocks that made up the wishing wells and you'll go deep beneath the darkness that lies on this stone-cold walls without hesitation, you'll know the imperfections that are carved in it and the moss that seeps through the cracks but still, you'll accept me that it's as if I'm the very personification of your wildest dreams.

Someday, we would find each other after long years of searching and wish for the wrong persons. And when that time comes, I will surrender every beat of my heart to you because I'm certain that all those falling stars, 11:11 and tossed coins will mean nothing when I'm in the arms of the right person. You may hurt me greater than those who broke me before you, but you'll give me the love I deserved while I love you for a lifetime.