UlanMakata

Between Storms and Rainbows is a collection of proses that tackles love, life, healing, existence, and depression. A middle ground of hope and despair, a rollercoaster of emotions that will take you to places of a soul no one has ever reached. A book anyone can relate to because we all have storms inside us; the most beautiful disasters. And at one point in time, we all believed that after the destruction, there comes someone who would pick us up but, it isn't always the case because sometimes, we're left with no choice but to either stay broken or start to fix ourselves. Each chapter is a journey between calamity and calm, dancing on the fine line that separates asymptotes and happy endings. Half a tragedy and half a blessing.

Between Storms And Rainbows

Amidst the storms, I'm willing to bad mouth the world with you; not minding if it will call us names and fuck us harder than we ever damned it. We'll curse everything together, louder than the thunders hammering inside my heart for I'm never enough to give you sunshine—she was your spring.


I am your temporary shelter when you're a walking holocaust and no one dared to let you in. But when the cold winds started to envelop your soul, you long for the cup of coffee she makes—it's her warmth you wished to feel. And though the rain reminded me of how broken I am, I still fell in love with every cloud's tears. Like how you brought back my fragile and shattered self—


Indeed, rainbows do come because after the downpour had stopped, I lost you when I never really had you in the first place. The spring arrived to claim you and you welcomed life that it's as if you never knew how to breathe until she came.


Fucked Up Rainbows