You're the home I've always wanted

I have come to a point where I don't get tricked by the suddenly erratic heartbeats and butterflies in my stomach. The kind of love that's like a whirlwind of emotions, something you feel everything at once. Because I know, it may come like the most beautiful disaster but it never stays. A temporary crescendo that eventually fades on the last notes.

What I wanted are lullabies, slow, and soothing. I crave for the calm and peace, the security of being so sure of someone you see the future with them laid out before you every time you look into their eyes. Because this is the kind that will never be temporary. A love you will always call home.