UlanMakata

Between Storms and Rainbows is a collection of proses that tackles love, life, healing, existence, and depression. A middle ground of hope and despair, a rollercoaster of emotions that will take you to places of a soul no one has ever reached. A book anyone can relate to because we all have storms inside us; the most beautiful disasters. And at one point in time, we all believed that after the destruction, there comes someone who would pick us up but, it isn't always the case because sometimes, we're left with no choice but to either stay broken or start to fix ourselves. Each chapter is a journey between calamity and calm, dancing on the fine line that separates asymptotes and happy endings. Half a tragedy and half a blessing.

Between Storms And Rainbows

As if I was born solely to reach out but to never touch even the tips of its fingers. That I live just to wait for its tears to kiss my skin, for the raindrops to travel through the hollows of my ribcage and maybe, if I wait long enough, if I stayed rooted to the place where the hurricanes dance—the emptiness in my heart will finally be filled with rainwater. Maybe, I could pretend that the flowers that bloom on the cracks of my veins are not from the pain and the mourning of my death. Maybe, someday I will be able to grow sunflowers too that I may finally know how to adore the soft warmth of the morning sun. That I may finally find happiness to be more beautiful than the loneliness of a cold stormy night. 


But until then, I will offer the clouds a garden. I will bloom under its gaze and I will wither with the dreams of being in the safety of its arms. And with each breath that I take, I live to someday become one with the universe.


I offered myself to the skies