False Accusations

I was resting peacefully with my arms wrapped around Estella's body. I heard that the shower was on, that's when I fully opened my eyes and notice that I was actually hugging a pillow. I turned around and grabbed my phone, I saw that the time read 7:47am. It made me wonder why Estella got up so early. My tiredness started to show up again, making my eyes close slowing. I heard foot steps going around in my room, I sat up on the bed and rubbed my eyes. I looked around the room and saw Estella looking for something I turned my head to the left and pressed the home button of my phone. I had only slept for 30 minutes from the last time I looked at the clock."Babe,Why are you up so early?" I asked. While seeing that she was wearing some black jeans and a dark grey shirt that said. 'The meaning of forgiveness,People make mistakes, Only god can judge me' and on top of that shirt was a black jacket.

She turned around once she heard me. "Morning.." she smiled at me and kept looking through the closet, completely ignoring what I asked her.

I got up and walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her from behind. " Hey, Where are you going to? And what are you looking for?" I said while kissing the top of her head. Estella has always been shorter than me.

"I'm looking for my dark grey bag."She said while turning around and pressing her head on to my chest. I just stood there while hugging her tight and thinking if I had seen her bag.

"If I'm not mistaking you left it on the couch yesterday...." She pulled away from me after a little while and headed down the little staircase to the living room. I had put on my sandals and followed right behind. "so where you heading?" I asked once again but in a cooler tone. That made her giggled.

"Why does it matter?" she replied me with another question, that mean something is up. I went towards the couch and grabbed her bag. While she went to the kitchen. No I wasn't going to go through her stuff. That would be disrespectful. I simply took it and went to the kitchen and handing it to her. "thanks" was what she said and took an apple from the counter.

"Okay. You know I never really cared where you go and stuff,but you do usually tell me where... whats up?" I'm usually not effected by this but she's like acting all.... whats the word.. sneaky.

"Are you for real Greyson!?" yes I was I thought to my self. " You never put any limits on me. Why the fuck do you want to know where I'm going?!" she said in a angry tone. " Why are you acting like this?"

"Look..." I sigh and continue. " I notice that you been acting weird. And all of a sudden you were leaving too early. Which is weird considering you like to sleep until 11am!." I did raise my voice a little not gonna lie. I didn't like the way she started acting.

She stood there glaring at me. "Me! I'm the one acting all weird? You're the one with an attitude all of a sudden!."She yelled, that's when I notice this little argument will end up with me sleeping on the couch for sure.

"Yes you! Why have you been sneaky around for? You're obviously hiding something from me!" I was now very angry, waiting for her to answer my questions.

"My god! Greyson can you just drop it!" She said while taking the keys to my car. Does she really think I'm going to drop this subject? She was totally wrong.

"See! I'm right! Are you like seeing someone?! Cause literally nothing else come to mind when I try to answer my own question." I took a step back from Estefany waiting to know the truth, but guess what, she never did tell me, she left me right there standing with the thought, all I could think of is... she's cheating on me. I was sitting on the couch now, thinking to myself. We made a promise of being loyal to each other when we agreed to marry each other. It was about to be 10 a.m. and my so called wife hasn't come back yet from god knows where the fuck she went. She really messed up. I'm so disappointed in her. I never but I mean never thought she would have it in her to cheat on me with god knows who she's been messing around. Now come to think of it, Is she purposely not getting pregnant cause she now met someone and doesn't what to ruin it with him? If that was the deal that would make so much sense. This is unforgivable, I'm not forgiving her.That was a really shitting move from her.

I took a shower and then headed to my brother for some strong advice. When Eric opened the door,he gave me a look,I knew exactly what it meant, He had probably heard Estella and I arguing. I walked into his apartment and decided to just drop the bomb. The bomb he probably already heard. "Eric...Dude.. she's cheating on me." I let myself drop flat on my stomach onto his couch. I laid there waiting for Eric to tell me something. I actually didn't care what. But he needed to tell me something before I do something I'll regret later that day. " aren't you going to say something?" I asked in a very pissed tone.

"Like what?" were the only words that came out of his mouth. While he grabbed the TV controller and turned down the TV's volume. I simply stared at him until he decided to say something else while sitting on the other couch. "It's hard to believe that she's actually cheating on you. I mean come on it's Estella we're talking about,we've known her for a pretty big while now. She's dated some dudes and never cheated on them, even after her last boyfriend cheated on her with one of her ex friends. She never looked for revenge. Now why would she cheat on you or what's the reason you gave her for her to go cheat on you? It's really is hard to think she'll cheat on you even after she married you to prove you she'll be loyal and be my your side through the ups and downs."

Man, Eric did have a point there. But how does it explain that she doesn't want to tell me whats going on Or where she is going. Thats what makes me doubt about her. " E. Okay. You're right she doesn't have a reason to go and cheat. But could you tell me what else could be so important to her but not so important for her to tell me ? Like why is she sneaking around?" I was still mad and clueless.

"Dude. I don't know, but what I do know is that sometimes girl like to keep things private. So if she's not ready to tell you don't pressure her into telling you. Don't you trust her?" Yeah,I do trust her. I simply nodded my head indicating that I did trust her. I spent a little while more and by that I mean one hour and half more talking to Eric. I'm so thankful I have a Brother that I can trust with whatever I have in mind. I crossed the kinda long hall that separated my apartment from his. I walked into my home and immediately heard light crying coming from my room,I knew exactly who those sobs belonged to.

While I got closer to my room, the sobs were heard even louder. I didn't know if to knock on the door or just walk in. I didn't know what's happening behind this door. She could be packing her things and leaving with that guy she might be cheating on me with. The thought of that made my heart break a bit more than it was when she left without giving me answers.

I took a hold of the door knob and turned it, opening the door and relieving a very sad women sitting on my bed with her head facing down on her knees while hugging them tight against her chest. I looked around my room and there was no sign of her leaving me. But I really did want her to leave at least this room. I wouldn't like to sleep next to someone who's been fooling with others. When I was just about to say something Estella lift her head and looked to her left,she saw me straight in my eyes. I saw it in her eyes that something worst than her cheating on me had had to happened. She once again put her face into her knees and started crying. I know for a fact Estella hated crying in front of people. I sat by her, not knowing if I should just wait for her to speak or if I should go straight to the point. It has been at least 10 minutes since I walked into the room and with her only crying. I put my hand on her back trying to calm her down. All she did was breath deeper, while still crying. "Okay. You know I'm not good with this." were the first few words that came out of my mouth.

She got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. I sigh and left the room going to the kitchen. Like what else do you do when a girl is crying and doesn't want to to tell you whats going on? Easy I'm taking Eric's advice. I'm not going to ask her anything. But I'm still curious what's making her cry that much. Is it possibly that the other guy left her and now that she knows,that I know,she was having an affair, She finally notice she's gonna be sleeping in the streets. Okay I know I sound cruel but how would you react if your partner for life cheated on you? I sigh to myself knowing that couldn't be the reason behind her swollen red eyes. It has been one hour since I came from Eric's home ,I even cooked banana pancakes. While waiting for Estella to come down stairs, but she never did. A knock on the door made my deep thoughts go away. Once I opened the door I saw Eric there holding a camera. Yeah,I almost forgot Eric and I were going to a meet and greet and we're documenting the process, to say the truth I wasn't feeling it anymore. But I have to keep my word. So I grabbed my Jacket and put on my red vans and headed once again towards the door and locking it on my way out. I took my phone out and decided to text Estella saying that I was going out with Eric and when I get back That we were going to sit down and talk. Have a serious conversation. With no interruptions .