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Christmas.

Felt weird with out her. I spent it in New Jersey with Eric and That day I heard Amy talking with my ex wife.. I fought hard with myself, to not go over there and take that phone from Amy and beg Estella to come back to me..

New Year.

Well, New year felt like new year.. mostly because that day is practically the only day we weren't together, She and Amy would go to their home town and spent it with their family, While Eric and I with ours.

January.

Man that 16th was killing me. Eric had to take my phone away in order for me to not call her and wish her happiness on Her birthday. Eric took me to a casino and well,we won money. 'Life's good, now a days'

February.

It's funny to look back and see all the great moments you once had with someone you loved very much. Valentine two years ago I had asked her to marry me...

By this time some of my fans had notice, I haven't post any pics of her and I like I used to do. Just some modeling announcements Eric and I, but the truth did come out officially from my mouth during an interview, where I said I was single. When that aired I also took the opportunity to tweet 'Yeah I'm single, sometimes things aren't meant to be.

March.

I over heard Amy and Eric talking about an accident Estella had Had and I felt bad I wasn't there with her, But I figured she has a new guy in her life to be by her side and take care of her, considering the pictures she's been posting with that guy that apparently goes by the name Taylor.

April.

The lawyer that was making the deal between my ex and I had informed me, that Estella wanted nothing from me. It's funny. My fans, not all of them, but some claim she was a gold digger. She wants nothing.

This month wasn't soo bad after that. Eric got engaged to Amy. I began to be more creative with the our clothing line. It felt like nothing bad happened.

May.

Amy had introduced me a girl name Jazmin. She was quiet beautiful to be honest. But I wasn't ready to date. At least not yet. That didn't mean I didn't hang out with Jazmin.

June and July.

Were the fastest months. Eric and Amy were wedding shopping and had asked me to tag along. By now I was over and done with Estella. She had done the same. I decided It was better to let her move on and stop stalking her like I used to do at the beginning of the year.

August.

It was Eric's big Month, big day. The man was going to get married. It made me very happy. There was nothing that could bring me down and nothing that could ruin his wedding.

The plane had just landed, Estella made her way through the people and into the Uber, she had called about 15 minutes ago. She sank into the car seat and gazed out the window looking at all the familiar buildings. Lots of funny memories shot throw her mind, Like the first time Amy and her came to LA. It was one of her favorite moments with her.

The vehicle, stop at a very familiar house and smile spread across Estella's face. She dashed out of the car, once she saw her best friend walking out the front door. She ran and hugged her tight. Even tho they saw each other a few months ago. It made Estella feel like she hasn't seen her in about 3 years, Considering they are inseparable.

As they pulled away from the warm welcoming hug, Amy helped Estella with her luggage. Which was a suit case and a bag, while Estella had her back bag on. They enter the small house. Estella observed the inside of Amy's home. She notice she change lots of things, like the color of the walls and some of the furniture. "Girl house look fabulous." Estella said in a weird sassing tone, and they laughed.

"thanks" Amy chuckled.

"Soo. The wedding is this Saturday. You excited?" Estella asked as she places her bottom on Amy's very comfortable couch next to her.

"Obviously. But we changed the date..." Amy responded. "It's gonna be in two weeks." She added. Estella nodded. "You can stay right?" Amy asked.

"Yeah.. I can." Estella confirmed. " Why did you change it?"She questioned her best friend in a curious tone of voice.

"My mother confirmed me 1 week ago that she was coming and she couldn't get a flight soon enough so we changed it." Estella nodded agreeing. "Ella...?" Amy said using her nickname grabbing Estella's full attention. "I don't mean to change the subject but.. do you think you could be around Eric?" Amy asked in a soft tone. Estella answer by nodding her head 'yes'. "Great, because he's living with me." she made a pause before continuing. "and what about Greyson?" she added.

Estella lift up her head. " who?"Amy hated when Estella would act dumb, Amy gave her a hard and long starte, giving her a look as if she was going to slap her. Estella sigh. "What about him?" She asked.

"Do you still love him?"Amy asked with no bars dragging her down. Estella stayed quite. "Can you control yourself?.. like not explode at him." Amy kept adding. Estella shook her head quickly, indicating that she could and got up fast and went to the guest room.

She made her way down stairs after taking a long,warm shower. She heard voices coming from the kitchen, she instantly smiled wide. Estella ran towards the kitchen. "ERIC!:" she playfully hit this man's chest pretty hard and hugged him tight.

"Shit. You scared me." He told her while holding her tight. "I've missed you." He kissed the top of her head. They pulled away.

"Me too..." She side with a smiled. She stared at Eric for a while and saw how much Eric had changed, Eric did the same. "well you look handsome" Estella complement Eric.

Estella, Eric and Amy, spent all the afternoon catching up and cooking. They were now sitting on the diner table. Eric cleared his throat, getting the attention of the two girls who were gossiping about the kiss and Estella's ex Crush. "I don't know how to say it but Greyson is on his way...." he quickly said.

Estella was now in the guest room panicking over the thought of Greyson. She had immediately gotten up with her plate of food and ran up the stairs. Before entering her room Estella heard Amy said "You'll have to face him sooner or later!!"

She kept walking from one side of the room to the other. She cussed in Spanish as her worries grow more and more. She stared at her reflection in the mirror. "I'm so over.."She let herself fall onto her bed. Thoughts filled her mind. "Breathe Estella" she told herself.. "You're strong. Now stay here and sleep. You'll wake up tomorrow and he'll be gone." She thought to herself as a smirk grew on her face.

When Estella opened her eyes, she looked at the time, 5:48am. She took a shower and after that went out side and stared at the sky and smile to herself. She grabbed her phone and headed out to star bucks. She went walking. She got there around 8 a.m.,order the usual then headed for a walk.

"Where were you?" Amy asked once her friend entered her home, she observe Estella up and down.

"Calm down I didn't go out to mess with a stranger again." She laughed but was cut quickly as soon as she heard someone clear their throat. Estella's eyes went wide. "I did not just sound like a hoe in front of him." She thought and squeezed her eyes shut. Any one who was in that house could feel the weird tension that was going on between Estella and her ex lover. "Hi Greyson" She greeted him while stretching her hand out to shake his hand. She was still red from what she had said.

"Nice seeing you again." He replied and shook her hand. In that moment Estella almost fell onto her knees, Greyson's voice made her weak.

"The is so damn awkward." Eric complained. "Just hug each other" He said while pushing her hard against Greyson's hard chest.

She shyly wrapped her arms around Greyson. She alway loved his hugs cause it made her feel safe,being wrap in his arms. She felt how Greyson put one hand on the back of her head and the other one around her waist. That went on until Estella bounce off of him once she heard a girl call his name. She had dark blue high heels , and was wearing a short skirt. Her hair was black and long to half her back.

Amy and Eric stared at Estella, waiting for a reaction. "Hey Jazmin,this is Estella." Greyson presented Jazmin to his Ex wife. Estella waved and bit her lip, trying not to open her big mouth.

"Well I have to go.. Nice seeing you guys."Estella quickly left through the front door.

"Didn't she just get here?" Eric said, that made him earn a punch on is arm. "ouch..sorry" He whispered to his fiancé and peck her lip. Amy left the living room, quickly behide her friend, but didn't manage to catch up. so she made her way back to her front yard as he dealed Estella's phone number.

"What the hell was that?!" Amy quickly said.

"I'm fine, thanks for asking." Estella said, in angry tone.

"I don't give a fuck. Why did you leave like that!" She shouted.

"I'm leaving."

"what the hell?" Amy's brows snapped together. "All you do is run away. You told me you're over him, so what's the damn problem now?" Estella could hear how Amy was breathing hard and heavy as if she ran a marathon.

"The problem is that I... I fuc-...." Estella groans. " I think I'm not over him."

"Bitch.. wait." Amy turned her head and saw how Greyson was standing at the door of the room "I'll call you later, please cool down and come back."

"Are you kidd-..." Amy end the call before Estella had the chance to speak.