PROLOGUE

I opened my eyes and it was all darkness that surrounds me. I'm trapped in this room of silence while staring at the ceiling and the lights are turned off.

Spider webs starts to pile up on the wooden ceiling while some parts of the wood starts to fall off.

I don't want to talk about it. I just wanna cry but I don't know what the reason is.

As I turn to my left side I see a plain white wall covered in darkness. On my right side, I see the green door that I'm not comfortable to go out.

My jacket and pants hanging at the back of the door both are black in colors swaying as the fan wind hits them.

This is hard and this is killing me. The never ending sadness is eating me up and I don't have even the slightest idea where this sadness is coming from.

I don't want to wake them up so I just cried silently.

I feel empty and I'm hurting.

I hugged my pillow tightly and cry my heart out thinking of one question which is "Why?". Why is this happening to me? Why am I feeling this sadness and the emptiness?

I keep on asking myself in between my sobs "C-can someone help me?" Then I grab my phone and saw that it's already 1:00 in the morning but I can't sleep.

I opened my messenger looking for friends to chat with then suddenly a voice was heard coming from my head.

'Talk with them? What if they judge me? What if they talk behind my back just because I share my problems? What if -'

A lot of 'What if's' has pop into my mind which made me decide to just turn my phone off.

It started to rain and I still feel awful. The night is cold and the rain is making me feel more sad.

I can hear the raindrops from the outside combined with the gushing wind from my fan.

I just opened my eyes and see only darkness while crying -

Alone.

The night has passed and the rain has stopped. I'm still trap in this room filled with darkness with no source of light.

My mom is already awake preparing for work and my siblings still asleep.

Again, I'm alone.

No one cares how I feel and it's just me and this room filled with darkness that has a lot of stories to unfold.