I HATE MYSELF

I was completely confident and happy,

But then everything had shattered and my confidence had dropped.

You make me feel so crazy,

As if everything was my fault and I am the one to be blamed.

I am going through so much pain,

I fucking hate myself for what you are doing to me.

Maybe I am just not good enough,

I am just not good enough..

It hurts so bad,

Make it stop,

It is killing me on the inside.

I just want to get through this day,

But what I do not realize is,

How hard tomorrow is going to be,

But in the end I do not want to feel anything..

I just cannot breathe anymore,

My body and mind hurts from the pain you are giving me.

I wish you knew what you were doing to me,

I know for sure you would deny it.

How could you do it to me?

How could you do it to your own daughter?

Am I not a human in your eyes?

How could you break your promise?

YOU PROMISED ME THAT I WOULD BE SAFE!

But you lied,

You were the one that hurt me the most,

I hate you and because of you,

I hate myself..