Chapter 10 The Streets Got Me

So as I get up in try to move for being in bed for a whole month and a half. I felt so great to be back up and back to my old ways. So as I got back out I felt my life going down in a spiral.

So I meet up with Jazz what we got I need some coke to ease my mind. So Jazz passed me a sack or two huh enjoy your self. So I did I got high as hell until I became num with life.

So as the day went on I ran into my boy friend. Hey Erica hey Jordan so I heard you lost my child yeah I did. Why you didn't tell me? Because I couldn't face the fact I lost your child by mistake.

So as he grab me he said it's not your fault it's okay bae we got a little girl together. So as we raised my little princess together she became old enough to know better. So I used to get mad with her because she was so bad and he always saved her. Until one night she made me mad I was high on coke she didn't know I was high because she was to little.

So my sister an her bae was outside talking in me my baby no bae was together. I was so high I was getting frustrated cause she kept crying in I couldnt get her to stop so I hit her. My sister flew in the house wtf did you do so she grab my baby in Jazz grab me why you hit her man? I got frustrated

so my sister came out the door pissed. Wtf is your God dam problem hitting on my mf niece like that. So she grab me I'm high so I laughed in her face. You think this shyt funny no ma'am then why are u smiling idk. So she took my baby to my mama in she talk to me so she grab my shirt stand your ass up.

So I stood up in she said don't you mother fucking move. So I didn't she punched me once I dropped a little. Stand your ass up so I got back up she hit me me again I tilt. Stand your ass up you gone take this like a mother fucking man you hit my niece like that I'm gonna beat your ass like that.

So I stood up she hit me again I fell to my knees in cried. Don't cry now you didn't cry when you hit my niece like that. So I went back to my home girl crib where I stayed at. So I finish getting high with my dog Jazz.

So the next day I woke up to her in my face. She was pissed off imma Fuck your life up hit her like that again. Yes ma'am so I got up in closed my nose. So I ment up with Jazz again we got Fuck up all day in night.

So this one I decide I wanted to try something different. Me my boyfriend and his friends meet this boy outside in he had some pills he said try it so he said take two of them in you'll be high as hell. So me being the person I was I did exactly what he said to do. I took both the pills before I knew it I was high as hell I couldn't walk up the stairs.

My boyfriend carried me to the apartment. Nia Nia yells my boyfriend something wrong with her. So his sis grab me lay down in eat this bread I don't want too. So eat this food girl before you die. So her boyfriend came out the room wtf is going on. This nigga just gave her some pills in she don't know wtf she took. So I dropped in my eyes started rolling in the back of my head.

Bae bae so he grab me stay with me. So his sister Nia ran a cold bath. Get her in this tub you guys so my boyfriend undressed me in put me in she kept putting water on me. Who the Fuck is this boy who gave you this shyt? I'm shaking cold so my sister came in there wtf imma Fuck your life up for this but first I need his head for giving you this.

So she spazz on his ass out the door. So as I got dress Nia and her boyfriend rushed me to the hospital where I flat lined 7 times back to back. The lady came in pump my stomach in gave me some meds for the pain later.

So when we got home I laid on the floor crying because I knew I was gone get in trouble. So my sister came in there grab me get up in follow me. So I did so you know why we in here right. Yes I do okay put your hands down in take it. So I did I cried in stayed in the room in didn't come out none at all.

So one night I snuck out the house in went to a party in got Fucked up with a girl name Tasha. We was high as Fuck so we pop some naked lady pill in was chilling. So I meet this boy I liked for a long time name Mike and Tasha was doing her.

So me in Mike started kissing and we started fucking until we both nutted so we was done. So some more niggas came up stairs it's our turn I don't know who you'll fucking but it dam sholl ain't me. So Mike said you dam right nobody getting this one here but me.

So I sat in watched all them niggas run a train on Tasha in the bathroom. I said bytch you nasty how the Fuck you Fuck all these nigga? So she looked at me in laughed I was so embarrassed to be seen with her so I told Mike to take me home.

So we made it back to the crib the next morning. So I knew something wasn't right. So Nia open the door in we go in so how was you'll night? It was fun we enjoyed ourselves.

So Tasha told her what all went down. So soon as I went in the room to get my stuff to bath after Tasha. I hear the door open man who is it surprise all I seen was a belt swinging. I couldn't catch my breath fast enough before it landed.

So while Tasha bathing I'm getting my ass whooped in put on punishment. At the same time so she was in the tub rising off she left the door unlocked in got her ass whooped in the shower. Naked in wet she hollering I'm still crying cause my ass sore in I'm in the room for a month.

So I take it upon my self to call Jazz over bring me some coke yo. So Jazz brings my package since I can't leave I still got hold to my drugs. So I already knew my life belongs to the streets in my habit.

I lost all my beliefs to the streets in my habits that needed to be feed. But never thought the one person that was there in my corner was gone do what they did.