Chapter 13 My Mental Break Down

Erica Erica yells Lisa what you doing? Nothing I'm up getting dress to go with my mama to the store. Ookay so what you'll getting some stuff for me to eat on since ain't nothing in this house but I got you.

Okay so my mama pulled up with my daughter. Hey mommy hey baby I miss you I miss you too. So when you coming home to be with your child soon as I get clean. So she said your child cry every night for you. I know I'm going to get it together.

So I guess today was the last straw I got tired in finally broke down. Erica what Lisa come talk to me why I said so. Okay so she sat me down why you feel like harming your self so I told her my history and my current situation.

She was like baby girl it's gone get better just pray. So I look at Lisa in said I will one day. So as Lisa left for the week we turned up in her house we partied all week and weekend long getting high so one day Lisa call you'll gots to get out cause I'm not coming back.

So Jazz was like that's fine I got another bytch to be with. So her in Lisa fell out big time. So Lisa was like Erica what tell your mama to come get you and your stuff out my house cause you'll on that shyt in my house.

So I'm like wtf you talking bout the lady next door told me you'll had everybody in my house fucking and getting high. It wasnt me or Nicole it was all Jazz idea. So Lisa said like I said get out my shyt I want you'll gone before I come back.

So I was like bytch come put me out hoe I'll be waiting on your Fuck ass to show up in show out. Hoe run me one when you get here. So I waited in the road for that bytch to come I wasn't leaving. So she called the police on me I said pussy hoe come see me why you called the police.

So Jazz disappeared when the cops came and Nicole was in my mama car. Come on Erica no I'm not going no where till this pussy hoe get here. So the police said ma'am you need to leave her house like she ask you. I told him and his partner Fuck both they asses I want that hoe head.

So she yell I'm on my way. Scary bytch never showed so the officer said you can go home or go to the crazy house. So I caught them in they slam me on they car see o tired to be nice but you want to be your way. So my uncle said Erica don't resist arrest just go do your three days or more.

So they sent me to the nut house where I sat. I said Fuck all you'll I'll blow everybody up I'll kill myself. So they gave me some meds to sleep. So as the days came to the end I got to see my daughter she cried cause she wanted me to come home so they let me leave with her.

So the next day I got up in seen my baby girl smiling jumping on me hey mommy I miss you I love you I'm glad you home. I'm glad to be home too baby. So one day I was out in about I ran into Jazz ass I said you Fuck bytch where you been hiding? Shyt at ol girl house ookay that's what's up so what we got plan I miss you.

Man I miss you too. So as we linked up I got back out there on that stuff again. So I started doing the same thing all over again staying out all night in getting fucked up. My mind was in all kinds of places. So one night I decided to over dose to take the easy way out. Nawl didn't work my mama boyfriend took all knifes and pills outta my sight.

So as I got to the hospital I don't know what got into me but the people wanted blood in I told them mother fuckers no. So I got into defense mode they sent a lady to talk to me to calm down cause I was high on that coke. She look in my eyes in could tell I had done hit a good amount.

So she grab me in said let them do it. So the lady came in it's too late. Bytch you not going to put me to sleep. Ooh yes we ate you should of cooperated the first time. So before I knew it I had done got the incredible hulk strength. I fought two big heavy set security guards and some other doctors.

So then they sent the lady in there to hold me it's okay it's okay just relaxed. So before I knew it that dirty bytch stuck me in the ass in I dropped. So as I tried to move I was tied down to the bed I mean tied real tight down. So the lady said hey Ms Williams you been out for three days are you ready to go I looked at that bytch an took a swing but couldn't lift my hand off the bed.

So I hollered let me go bytch for I kill you. So they put me back down in I stayed a little longer then three days. So I woke up finally in said what happen to me she said you was very violent I had to put you down twice cause you took out two of my guards and some doctors to be so little you had strength.

So I looked at the lady in laughed. So she said you ready to go home yes I am. So I got on the bus in headed home I feel a sleep twice before getting there. So I got home in cursed my mama out for not being there to help me.

So as of know everybody kept there eyes on my until I ran into the one I wanted to beat to a pulp. This day here made my day because this the day I found out stuff I didn't know about. Hmmmmm just know what goes around comes around ten times worse.