And endless night

When he came home from work he came to my room and said "go take a bath." I was really confused when he said that but I still take a bath. when I finished with the bath a got out wrapped a towel around my body and and asked him "there's no clothes." And he replied "why need clothes were gonna have sex in a little bit." When I heard him said that I was scared and nervous I was shaking. He goes in the bathroom and take a shower and while that I sat on the bed and try to control myself but it's doesn't work, when he came out I asked him to turned off the light and he did. I could hear him walk toward me and sat next to me and asked "are you scared." When I heard that I was so scared that I can't even answer him, then he pushed me on to the bed and and his lips touch mine it's was soft and warm, his tongue is playing inside my mouth, then he take of the towel, at that moment I was completely expose and I get this uneasy feeling inside me, then he started to touch my boobs and all I can do is moan and close my eye. He start to lick it and the uneasy feeling inside me grow even bigger, then he started to do all kind of things. It hurts. But I can't do anything then in the middle of the night he slept beside me on the same bed. Whenever I think about when we have sex I turned bright red and hide under the blanket, but even though I want to forget all that I can't, it always in my head and I can't even sleep and before I knew it, it was morning.