Chapter 4 Is It All Worth It

I found myself in a three way love triangle. But is it worth keeping all three of them or just letting go of two. I found myself thinking like dam. I really have deep feeling for Tonya. But then my old feelings came back when I seen both of my ex's. I don't know what to do. Why me? What did I do to make you'll want to be with me? What was I giving that nobody else was giving? I called my best friend Karen up. Hello hey Karen I need some advice on something. Yeah what's up bestie. Well I'm stuck between three people that I care about. But I'm in love with Tonya in the other two are my ex's that I managed to get feelings for again. I don't know what to do bestie? Well bestie who do you really love? Tonya. If you love her you will leave the other two alone. But it's hard when they pleasing me in ways that I couldn't Imagine.

They doing things to me that got my head out there but not my heart. Every time I mess around with Juicy I was thinking about Tonya. But when it came to my other friend it only happened once. But she wants a relationship with me. But my heart is with Tonya doe. I knew you in Tonya was a thing. You tried to lie but your feelings got attached to her. I seen it but I wanted to see if you'll tell me yourself. Look I love you bestie but if your heart with Tonya then you need to leave the other's alone. You got to put your foot down in let them know you loving Tonya. I hear you bestie. You better hear me in take notes or you going to lose Tonya. I hear you bestie I'm going to have to let it be known that Tonya is my world. when you going to let her know. I'm going to call both of them up in let them know it's no more between us. Good bestie gone head in get your bae. Lol ok bestie I'm going to get my aggy bae. Alright then talk to you when I get off. Ok bestie talk to you then.

Soon as she hung up Juicy called in. Hello hey babes what are you doing? Nothing but I'm glad you call because I was just about to call you. Oh really what was you going to call me for? Well Juicy you know I'll always have love for you no matter what. But I'm in love with my friend Tonya. We been together for about a couple of months. In I don't plan on hurting her or leaving her. Well what that got to do with me? That means what we did an been doing will no longer continue. I'm deleting an blocking anybody that's going to cause me trouble between us. We can't mess around no more. I'm done hurting her like this. Well I can respect that Erica at least you being honest. I'll just back off in move on. Ok thank you so much Juicy. I hope we can be good friends even though we not messing around. Sure we can be good friends it's always love over here for you. Thank you I'll call you later tonight. Ok Erica I love you friend. Love you too friend.

We hang up from each other my heart dropped because Tonya was outside my door. Who was that you was talking too? It was in old ex of mines that keep trying to get back with me. You going back to her? No why would I when I got feelings for you. Mmmhmmm tell me anything. No I'm being dead ass serious bae. Don't be like that you know you my world. Well since I'm your world we got plans tonight. Get something to wear to go out in. Ok bae I will do. Meet me out to the truck. Yes ma'am I'll be right there bae. Tonya leaves back out to the truck. I look out the window in she in the truck waiting. I started packing and calling Erica W. Remind you'll me in her got the same name. Hello hey you got a minute. Yeah what's up. Well I was calling to let you know that we can't be together or we can't fuck around no more. Why is that? I'm in love with Tonya in she my world right now in don't want to ruin it. So it's over? yeah sorry. It got silent in all I heard was a sniffle as if she was crying. Please tell me you not crying. Why should it matter to you. Don't make this harder then it already is. Well just leave me alone don't call me or text me no more. We will be friends from long distances. I can't stand to see you right now or anytime soon.

So you really going to act like that? Yes bye Erica I love you but I can't talk to you no more. Dial tone in my ear let me know I really hurt her. She hung up on me without saying love you. Dam I messed up bad. I grabbed my bag to head out to the truck Tonya looked at my face expression in could tell something wrong. I get in the truck in close my door. What's going on Erica? Nothing bae I'm just ready to have fun in lay under you tonight. You sure it ain't nothing wrong with you? Yes bae long as I got you I'm good. Ok so you better turn up so we can turn up in this big bed tonight lol. Oh bae you know I stay ready for play time. Lol I bet you do with your nasty butt. Licking my lips like yes ma'am moisture these lips. Lol girl bye get your butt out so we can get in this tub together. I went to smiling from ear to ear when she said that because we know what happens when we get in the tub together.

Bae! yes bae what is it? Who is this texting my phone about you? What you mean who texting your phone? This anonymous person just text me saying that you'll together and she ain't letting you go. Man first off you the only one I been with and dealing with so I don't know who the fuck it could be. Let me respond back in see what the person say. I grab her phone in texted back like I was her. The person told everything from the day we fucked and how I told them I love them. I bol because me in bae was together that day. Bae was like these hoes need to find somebody to play with. Bae grab me in pushed me on the bed. In got on top of me in looked in my eyes. Did you sleep with her? No bae I was with you how can I fuck something when I was with you. She grab my face in said don't be lying to me. I'm not bae why would I lose you to nobodies. Mmmhmmm she went to riding on top of me. I grab her ass in put a tittie in my mouth. She gone push me off talking about don't start now. Let's get in this tub in get ready.

We getting dress I slid my hand in the pussy before she put her dress on. Bae! Stop it with your nasty ass. I'm your little nasty doe. Yeah you right about that. Bae can we do another three sum together? I'll think about it cause you know I don't like sharing. I know bae that's why I ask. Mmmhmmm ok just for you I'll give you whatever you want. Ok bae thank you love you in she kisses me in my spot. In she know she gone get it for fucking with my spot. We finish getting dress to head out the door. We got a bottle in the car already so we can take a shot. Soon as we get to the spot. I had one hell of a surprise at the club as we enter the door. Wowwwwww I can't believe it she really in here with me an mines. Bae grabbed my hand in lead me to the floor as we drink and danced. She watched us dance in she gave me this look like I'm going to fuck it all up. I grabbed my girl hand in lead her to the bathroom. We in the bathroom in she came in with me. Bae I'm horny me too bae. We going to fuck all night until day time. Yes bae whatever you want.

You ready to go bae? Yes let's go I'm ready to eat. Me too let's go bae. She watched us leave the club. Soon as we got to the truck bae couldn't wait. She flipped my dress in started eating my pussy. I mean she eating it in the parking lot. I go to moaning because it's feel great. She started stirring her mac n cheese with her two fingers. Bae wait till we get home. No I want some now in I want more when we get home. Ok bae ugh ugh ugh I'm riding her face. In then I happen to see the girl looking. She sat there in watch her eat me out. She was pissed in speeded off. Bae got in the truck in started playing with my pussy the whole ride to the house. We get out in didn't make it to the room. We hit the sofa where she on the back of the chair while I'm eating her out. She grinding my face in moaning at the same time. She went to shaking in tried to push me off. I locked on to her ass. Ain't no running tonight. She started climbing the walls. I sucked her soul out letting her know you all I need.

We ended our night with hot passionate sex. But was that enough to hold on to Tonya or was she just not the one I thought I could love for a long time. At this moment I knew it wasn't going to last once she kept asking to add more to our sex life.