Chapter 10 Hurt

Even after having that night mare all I could do is think about what he was trying to tell me. I sat up puzzled for months trying to figure out my moves. I never in a million years thought life would send me signs. But I never question god work I just do my part. As I came to realize that everything in everybody ain't ment to be in your life forever. It's crazy how I lost so many so called friends in just a short amount of time.

I never thought the ones I thought so highly of would turn there backs on me. I knew after this wide awakening it was time to get myself back on track.

I got up in started picking myself up from all that crying and misery. I learned a lesson, never put your trust in a human or you will be hurt and disappointed. I ask god for forgiveness in move on with my life. I called up a friend of mines from way back. If I needed anything I knew he would be the one to call on. Hello, Hey stranger How are you doing? I'm doing great in yourself? Not so well I been going through some thing with these fake ass bitches. Oh really I'm not surprised at that. I been told you years ago about them fake bitches but you disputed me down Mike said. Well you are right I should have listened to you.

I bet! Erica just know I would never tell you otherwise. I know fake people from far away. Just know this friend right here is your best friend and lover. My what? You heard me Erica. I couldn't lie I do miss him a lot. He the only one that could make me feel a certain type of way. I started getting moist down there just by his voice telling me what he gone do to me for not listening. Boy stop your bull shit in started laughing. Next thing I know I hear a knock on the door. I get up in open the door in a surprise meet me at the door. All I seen was milk chocolate hazel eyes nice muscle tone body standing at my door. My mouth dropped Mike grabbed me in started kissing me. His manhood was already standing at a attention stand point. I was like you ready ready. He pulled my dress off to see every inch of my body. I covered up he yanked it off in said show me all of you. I laid back as he kiss me all over. Sucking on my tittie's as he grip the other one. I begin to moan cause it felt so good. As he kissed all the way down my body until he reached my other lips. I felt a chill run up my body. I'm like omg he eating like he haven't been feed in a long while.

He devouring my little man in the boat. I'm moaning mad crazy cause it feels so good. I grabbed his head in went to riding his face. But then I felt myself about to climax. Oh no no no no no not now. Before I could push his head off he gripped my hands in pent them down. I tried to close my legs together that didn't work. He felt my legs shaking so he gripped my pussy good in his mouth. Before I knew it I climaxed all in his mouth and face. In he kept going didn't want to stop. I'm just a climaxing every where. He gets up looks at me with a smile in winks. My legs are dumb num now. Can't even move his manhood up in ready.

I knew he was about to fuck my whole world up. He dragged me to the edge of bed turned me over. I have a natural arch in my back so that made it better for him. He bent me over face down ass up. He slid his eight inch in me. Before I knew it I was gasping for air. It filled my tight insides. Mind you'll I haven't mess with men's unless it was with Tonya. I tried to push him out a little because baby my stomach was hurting. He went gentle with it because he knew I didn't fuck in years. He picked up the speed after I got use to it. He went to pounding me rough. I moaned so loud the neighborhood knew his name tonight. He rearranged all my organs tonight. I can say baby I enjoyed this work out.

It was a much needed pressure releaser because I was at my ends point. He looked at me in my eye's in went back down to man in the little boat. I release all my pent up anger in soul up out of me this night. As I laid there lifeless I look over in seen him resting. All I could do is roll over in scroll the blue app. But finally went to sleep after a while. The next day brings me nothing but joy in I can't wait till I reach that mark. Because the one's that didn't stay by my side going to want to kiss my ass.