It's the only thing I have
You say I have art too
Notice the too, notice how you didn't say no, notice how you didn't deny it
It's the only thing I have and I'm not even good at it,
I'm trying to hold onto something else
I can't let it go
I think it's all I am
Just a kid with a goal
That holds on to me with a vice-like grip and refuses to let go
That consumes me and drives me insane
That won't let me be
I draw, and I paint, and I write, but the ache never leaves
I feel bad for relaxing, it's a treasure I don't deserve
I work, and I work, and I work,
It's all I have, all I am