Chapter 14

"C-can't I have a seat??" I try to take another step. Oh God, Min Yoongi please say something!!!!

I make a please expressions but hell yeah it was so hopeless. He doesn't express anything.

"Ermm.... Is it a 'yes'....???" His expressionless face was too much to handle.

He nod a little, giving me a small relieved. I start to felt the tension around the room. The sudden sadness grab my emotion too fast. The tears start to produce from my eyes. I hope I can hold it for now. I take a deep breathe and give the most sincere smile to him.

"Have you eat, yet??" He nod again. A signal for 'yes'.

"Well, today I will stay calm...hahaha...and try to introduced my own self to you. Can't I??"

"Go on.." 

"As you know my name is Hwayoung. So, I'm 24 years old and we are 3 years apart. I work as a waitress...." Yoongi being silent was kinda creep out of me. Thinking over that I should stay positive all the time and keep it to the mind that one day he will recover back to normal make me less pressure. Even thought now I keep seeing a stressful face of him. Really hope that I could approach him like how I used to do before.

I start to showed him one by one some of random picture in my Tablets. He keep nodding and start to remember the day he done the first concert and the place he always went after done his schedules.

Unfortunately, he didn't remember the day we first met. It was the same place that he always went too but it seems like the image of me in his memories was kinda blurry.

The next day, I came alone and doing the same thing, in some days I bring along his favorite food. Mostly I didn't stay that too long with him, I can felt that he didn't comfortable when I came around. There is one day I didn't find him in the room and after waiting for almost one hour, he didn't show up himself. At the end, the nurse told me that he just went for some check-ups. So I just left the cut fruits on the table and left the room. But I was too clumsy that I forgot I left my lipstick on the chair, I went by to the room and misheard that Yoongi was thankful for the nurse telling me the lies, the actually things happen that he avoiding me and hide himself until he felt tired and asked the nurse to tell me the lies that he go out doing some check-up things.

I was quite taken back for what had Yoongi done to me. I space out myself for few days, not wanting to met anyone. Even if I'm off to work, I was keeping myself alone and avoiding any conversation. Somehow, before stepping in front of the door of our house, it's felt empty. I missed him I guessed. 

It's been a weeks I didn't met Yoongi face by face. He keep avoiding me that much and I start to felt those sadness. My positive mid become intoxicated with sorrow and too much awful thought. After coming back home, I got a phone call from Namjoon. He asked me about how the situation between us. I really want to say it getting worse, but I just giving him a laugh and said everything just fine and he still can't remember me yet. He said that he want to visit Yoongi for tomorrow because he got some day off and asked me to come along with him.

I hope that Yoongi will show up. I start being sicked of missing him.

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"I'm sorry miss but Mr. Min Yoongi has already discharged from here and requested to transfer him to another hospital."

"WHAT??!!!!! H-how can...no but how??" I turn to look on Namjoon.

"Wait miss, but is it true that he want to be transferred or someone else had transfer him??" Namjoon asked her with full of curious on himself too.

"We can't tell you further about this. This is a private." The nurse start to leave us but I stop her from leaving.

"Yes I know exactly that you can't reveal personal information about the patient but I am her wife and I have a right to know where is he..."

"I'm sorry madam, I can't tell you about that, he want to keep it all secrets especially you, Madam Min."

"....what???? What I have done? I didn't do anything wrong...."

"I'm sorry madam." The nurse left Hwayoung and continued her work. Namjoon stood near Hwayoung and take his phone out, he keep his hand busy typing on something.  

"Namjoon-ah, maybe he didn't want to see me..." Hwayoung finally spoke out what she really felt right now.

"What are you talking about, wait, let me call Seok Jin. Maybe he is the one who transferred him."

"No, he didn't want to meet me...." Those same sentence that spill out from Hwayoung make Namjoon to turn to look over her. She's cried and didn't move an inch from the place she stood on. He start to worried over her. He startled a little after the phone call was received by Seok Jin.

"Hyung, I'm sorry but I want to ask you something..."

"Go on, what is it?"

"Did you transfer Yoongi hyung to another hospital?"

"What kind of nonsense stuff is this, of course no. Why would I do that? What happen Namjoon-ah??"

"I came here with Hwayoung to visit Yoongi hyung but the nurse told us he transfer to another hospital and they didn't want to tell us, even to Hwayoung too."

"Let me call Yoongi first, if there is any news of him, I will tell you immediately. You with Hwayoung right? Please take care of her. I heard that she was pregnant."

"Ok hyung, I will. Thank you again, hyung." He end the phone call and turn his vision to Hwayoung. She wipe the tears. Her face was kinda like no-reaction face at all. 

"Let's go..." Hwayoung nodded and followed behind Namjoon.

The entrance of the hospital open and showed us the view a cloudy sky together with a windy rain.

"Ahhh.....it's raining." Namjoon let a small sigh.

"It's okay, rain is good. At least I got a reason to smile for today..." Hwayoung slightly smile and look upwards, entertaining herself by watching the rain falls down.

The scene that make Namjoon even more upset to saw it with his own eyes.

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"Why is there no opposite word of loneliness? Could it be because people, until they die, have no moments of not being lonely?" - Namjoon