Chapter 16

SUICIDE.

Last time I thought that those people who tried hard and made it done for committing suicide was dumb.

Fool enough.

Stupid!

I'm wrong.

Those who was committed suicide was trying to make their pain and hurtful life disappear. They need someone to comfort but they stay silence. Not because they want too. All because they thought, they didn't want to interrupted anyone. The problem they was on too, the things that they should faced but not others. Not someone else. But their ownself.

Try to commit this criminal on your ownself, was too much.

Taking away a Grim Reaper job was so much wrong.

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Ding Dong

Ding Dong Ding Dong

*Tut*

Click.

"Hwayoung-ahh, what are you trying to do?"

"D-do what?"

"Don't. Please don't."

"W-what are you talking about Namjoon-sshi?"

"I saw you... don't try to fooled me. Don't ever try to lied to me. Please...you have a baby."

"Huhhh....." Hwayoung looking down on her wombs and start to caressing it. "I knew...It just.. somehow I didn't know how to carry on this burden. All those worried thought about my future, and my baby. I know I'm worst mother ever for having a glimpse of guts in losing my life...and this baby. But as we know, it never solve anything." She look up and face on Namjoon. His face look too much concern make her felt a little bit bad for showing some different side of her.

"I'm sorry Namjoon...."

"Hwayoung, I'm here...please..." He walked near to Hwayoung and slowly take her hands and holding it. Tightly.

She looked up and fond on his eyes. Shining and watery. Like too much glitters yet mesmerized her for a second.

"...please stay alive." His last sentence make herself back to reality. She didn't know if she is going through some kind of delusional but her heart felt saddened. The fact that she having a thought of killing herself make it more worst.

"I'm sorry Namjoon. I did make you see things that you didn't have to see." She managed to look down. She felt bad for it. Not only to Namjoon, but to her baby too.

"It's okay, thankfully I'm here. I hope you won't be sad like these again. Be happy like always you do. Not just for the sake of your baby .... but for you too."

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"Don't be blind because of someone else. Don't be deaf because of someone else. Don't be mute because of someone else." - Namjoon