I set the book down and laid back on my bed, I wish they were true I wish I could see them and- I try not to get ahead of myself. I already know that I can't even go near any water source minus the tub, sink, or the shower. Im trapped and my parent knows this they don't care I know that. So what I fell from rocks and ended up hurting myself, I fell no one pushed me, but now I barely ever leave my room more or less even my own home. I just wish they could see that I don't like this I don't like this at all. I hate being in this house with a passion. They just won't ever understand how I feel.