ALL THE REASONS

" you got it? " Saiph rushes outside ,as he got glimpse of blue , entering through the front door carrying some files.

"Yes, as every single day "

" what? Give it here, "

"post mails, letters ?!"

"posts?! No ! About Damien! "

Blue walked inside and Saiph following him behind :" I told you to get me his contact number, email "

Blue was walking away toward the lounge, and Saiph was following behind.

Blue placed all the groceries bags, files on the table and sat down. As he looked up, Saiph's hazel eyes heavily fixed on him,

"what? " blue said looking away from his painfully attentive look.

" did you... "

"okay look! " blue cut him.

" these two ,three days is all you got to relax, there is huge hectic amount of work on pending. And when the things start again, you won't be able to find spare time anywhere next 2 months "

" you don't understand " these were the only words that can compile the heavy debate in his mind,

that he has already lost himself, he has become too used to people and situations pulling his strings, now that he feels like he needs to find Damien, good or not, but it's something that sparks him and everything else is dull.

Blue thought soon the break will end and Saiph will be back in his busy life, friends, fans, lights and cameras. Although he should rest, but no harm in a little chase, could be good to enliven his mind. He was always quite but now the the silence felt dark and wild. Blue could feel it . And it fears him too, after all blue was more sincere to Saiph then to his peanut butter.

" story is a bit complicated! " blue said, in a sense of making up with a child.

Saiph's eyes glowed up. And his lips gave way to a smile.

"" haha, you won't believe it! " blue was now enjoying it much, after putting away the worries he had.

"what? "

" the crazy reporter girl we were talking about just today, she was the receptionist. Oh my God! She lost her press card after the incident with us on stage and was made a front desk clerk. "

" Really?! What did she do, what she said? "

" I didn't recognized her, so I mentioned your name and manager's too , ..

"man you.. "

" her face turned red, oh! She was so mad. She said they don't have his contact, and even if she had she wouldn't have given it to me! Sweet revenge, huh!! " blue made a face as its silly.

" do you think she has it or not? " Saiph was unsure.

" Come-on, he is their regular writer for like past,... Five years at least . And It can't be that Damien is hiding in Hogwarts and sending words by his owls " blue got up and took the groceries into kitchen.

Meanwhile, Saiph planned to go there himself to get what he need. But tomorrow . Today he will be reading Damien .

Saiph completely covered himself up in black, looking like an assassin from from animated fighting games. It was cold and cloudy outside, and his comfy hood made him look cuddly in the scene. Black hood, and equally black hair both were leaning forward on his face as for taking a glimpse of his incredible looks.

He entered the daily feed department of magazine. "front desk, front desk ,,there are literally ten of them "

Although confused but he kept moving as smoothly as being led by flowing breeze. He was seemingly led to an empty desk, messier then the rest. The air around there smelt like warm coffee and scented dry milk powder. Although he could only see laid out printed papers all around, but there were surely layers of other things burried beneath . Files, magazines, folders, clip files, big spring files, colored cardboard . Telephone, dial buttons greasy, and head piece separate on the table.

Then he got glimpse of a empty disposable cup of coffee ,staining the area. And another, laying flat with a stream of little coffee making it's way very slowly toward brim to fall on the page beneath, on the word DAMIEN

Reluctantly ,he held up the cup and reached out for the paper. But someone snatched the cup from his hand which made him hold back from picking the document.

He looked at the person confidently, it was a girl ,holding the empty cup in one hand and and a full one with steam rising from it in another.

She aimed at the bin some feet away and the cup crash landed inside that. She then moved inside, sat on her chair, rested her cup and arranged some papers which definatley didn't made everything look tidy.

"yes ! How may I help you? "she had a fed up, burned out tone.

Saiph felt as though she didn't recognize him . "hey! I am Saiph Raven "

"yes sir, how may I help you? " she announced every word separately as his name wasn't the answer she wanted .

" surely ,not by giving me your autograph " he joked to help the awkwardly stiff environment . " but I can give you mine " he smiled at her.

"yeah sure! Right there on the bin please, so we know where to throw the trash at "she pointed at the that bin.

He leaned forward and picked up the other stained cup and thrashed it into the bin , heroically.

" usually people.. "

" leave after such an embarrassment" she cut quickly.

"the color would have left you hair , if that was true " he said this because her radiant hair was certainly the only good thing about her.

"how you get the color though, by bathing in coffee? " he said as she sipped her coffee .

Lifting her brown eyes, which were perfect pair with her coffee colored hair,her gaze fiercely attacked him.

"then it's certain you bath in your fame and your name " .

"come on! it's not that bad , any way I am here looking for someone darker. " he looked for the paper he saw earlier , lifting some sheets in search .

"Don't " she screamed.

" I am not ruining your perfect arrangement "

He screamed back.

"hands off my desk ,don't touch "

" where is Damien "

"don't cross your limits

Constant yelling

"he is not under my table "

Saiph suddenly stopped, his tone lowered,

"then? " his voice became innocent and warm.

She couldn't comprehend what happened ,she looked around to find the reason. "then.. Then what? "

" where is he? Who is he? " something made Saiph think, she knows Damien.

" not under my desk?! " she repeated in confusion.

Saiph shook his head. Suddenly the sound of loud thunder descended from the sky. Saiph looked outside, with horrified eyes, within seconds heavy rain blurred the view of the other side of the road.