90: TELL HER HE LOVES HER ONLY (1)

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She sat up and wiped down his tears as she looked at Mu Kai she didn't smile she just moved out of his embrace she felt that this wasn't right until they sorted things out. He was sending her mixed feeling just like in the first life.

Suddenly a memory flashed before of when he she was chained in the cell, she wasn't going to run but he humiliates her by chain her arms in the air and her legs like a dangerous criminal, he then came to see her assuring her that everything will be alright he would set her free soon, then he made love to her or was it purely sex she doesn't know how she was addicted to his body so when his hands touched her she melted no matter how she hated him at the time she couldn't control her body it reacted to his every move.

Mu Kai didn't untie her this all took place while she was chained to the wall, he didn't release like promised he just smiled saying he loved her but place her clothes back on her and left she thought he had changed his mind but he just walked away at that moment she never felt so betrayed she vowed to seek revenge on him for everything.

Mu Kai pulled her towards him and didn't let her make the gap that would lead to all the misunderstandings that happen last time. He tightens the grip on her waist pulls her to wards him when their eyes met he looked lovingly while she glared at him.

He spoke in his hoarse voice:" sorry honey for the past and the present I wasn't a good husband back then if I told you Marian used black magic on me would you believe me it took me a couple of lifetimes to find out what happened to me back then? but I promise you this time I won't let go of you, you are the only one I love, please believe me!"The tears flowed down his face.

He continued:" I will never leave you we have had a marriage ritual for a reason it's not just two people bonding it's two souls we are tied together until the end I know you never understood it but the first time we had a wedding, not a ritual that's why she was able to come between us! It was a big miscalculation on my part" he stuttered as the he tried to explain himself.

He knew that was no excuse for what he had done to Mu Millie but still, he had to try:" I didn't think we needed it because our love was all we needed but I was so wrong I so regretted it the ancestors warned me it wasn't safe to not have the ritual it left you so vulnerable! but this time we are tied with an unbreakable and shakeable bond" he smiled with tears flowing down his face.

He continued:" I lived miserable lifes without you the love I can't and won't leave you! you have to believe me I am sorry for my reaction back there I was just shocked to see her still alive! I didn't know she had survived all these lifes as well? But babe your my one true love was and have and always will be" he pulled her in to hug her tightly he was scared that she would leave him because of his stupidity.

Mu Millie was so confused at this point she mixed emotions her heart was saying something and her mind was saying something else she didn't know what to think anymore! she thought didn't love her he loves Marian wasn't she the true love he always fluent their love in front of her in their first life.

she watched silently on the sidelines as that other woman gained his favour, as this strange woman came out of nowhere and took everything that belongs to her her husband her children her kingdom even her life and the life of her family those who died have never been reborn.

Although they suffered the same fate as her? she paid dearly she did knew what he said was from his heart but her heart was struggling with accepting the truth in case it was a dream and she would wake up to the laughing Marian again just like last time in her face.

Mu Millie didn't speak but he didn't move away either because he was afraid if he let go today she would disappear from her life forever?

She also had to look out for her family her children her Grandpa and her Uncle and Auntie and Brother her children and now she had this unborn child to protect her she want to bring Feng Loki home but now was dangerous with Marian around she couldn't expose the vulnerable side of her.

Mu Millie remembered how they almost wiped out her whole Clan what she didn't know yet was her husband the King was responsible for killing her three other children if she knew this how would she feel about Mu Kai?

She had a lot to think about? when she had talked with her Nanna and one thing she advises her was she mustn't dwell on her past it's gone she needed to lesson from it, but not let it cloud her judgements for the here and now?

She needed to protect her family that included her husband Mu Kai and his family she had a ritual marriage where she swore an oath which brought the her and the ancestors under the same roof as Mu Kai's ancestors as one whole family so she couldn't be separated from Mu Kai only by death will they be separated and Marian magic which won't work on Mu Kai this time because of the power transfers between the couple so whatever descion he makes this time will be is own will and whim?

Mu Millie knew deep down in her heartbeat Nanna said was right in that heart she also believes that Mu Kai loves her and her alone but she was scared of she didn't know why and of who? Was it losing the only man she ever loved or was it she had come to rely on Mu Kai and she wants to rely on him in the future but after remembering the first life she was lost now her one wrong descion would affect a whole load of people? she did know what to do and she believed her Nanna and leapt forward and hugged her husband tightly and hoped for the best?

Mu Kai felt Mu Millie tighten her grip around him he smiled he realised Mu Millie did listened and she did trust him a little even he would take and make her believe him! He pulled her in for a desperate kiss which nearly sucked the air out of Mu Millie lungs but she didn't wants to stop she felt how her husband felt through this kiss and regretted doubt8ng him now but there was a little voice at the back of her head telling her to stay vigilant she was in for a rough ride.

After they finished making out in the open field under the star-struck ski they pulled them selfs together and chuckled at each other, Mu Kai couldn't believe Mu Millie was in his arms he thought he had lost her for good but he had the Demon King to thank and owed him he hated owing that beast anything he knew he would take full advantage of the situation and bleed for every drop of his blood but to say that didn't bother him he had Mu Millie by his side that all he wanted.

Mu Kai spoke in his horsey voice it was so sexy for Mu Millie it sent a shiver down her spine:" honey should we go home we have the battle to prepare for we've had to get rid of this enemy and her clan they have a lot of time to cause trouble on this earth" he looked at Mu Millie.

Mu Millie looked surprised that he wants to kill Marian didn't he once love her:" huh!....!

Mu Kai chuckled at his wife surprised look he had never seen this look before she was so dam cute he wanted to have her under him so badly he just about restrains himself he pulled her in and explained:" look I know you think I loved her but it was all her black magic that she was able to control my every action and I only spoke what she wanted me to speak and act the way she wanted to make me act she had help from somewhere otherwise she couldn't have been that powerful but each time I came near you my heartstrings would pull me towards you" he kissed her lips.