Everything feels dark
even with the brightest of lights
and my body starts to chill
even in the Arizona heat
Maybe I'm sick
and the fevers controlling me
or maybe I'm losing my mind
and I can't control my senses
Or maybe it's the metal hooks
that leeches to my skin
and connects to the strings
that are tugged by her
I gave my puppet master the key
to learn everything about me
but with the key comes a price
one hidden between the lines
of the binding contract we signed
and one so devastating
death seems like paradise
my price was my freedom
and all self-control I obtained
to obtain the love of a puppet master
one must sign away their rights as a human
and become her willing slave
As I awake from my haze
bestowed by the master herself
I realized that I want nothing more
than to break free from her grasp
I'm tired of my life being decided
by someone other than me
but as I try to fight I realized
she'll never set me free