Another Sin

As soon as we arrived I immediately jumped on our bed and closed my eyes .... which I wish I had not done because as soon as I closed my eyes a new set of memories returned in my mind. Making me see the true colors of the people who're surrounding me...

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I curled up on the bed while holding my head tightly. The excruciating throbbing of my head makes my tears stream down my face. I try my best to endure the pain and did my best to remember what happened last night but that only worsened the feeling.

"Arghh!"

"Angelie?!" I heard Felix rushing to get here from downstairs. I secretly smiled when I heard that he stumbled. Stupid! Hahaha! Gradually my headache disappeared but I still acted that it was too painful to see how he would react.

He held my shoulders with a trace of concern in his eyes. "Angelie, are you okay? Does it hurt?"

"My head hurts," I said with tears in my eyes to make him even more worried.

If my every day would be this so happy whenever I'm next to him, then I guess I can stay with him here in our house for a lifetime. He disheveled his hair and rested his head on both of his palms. "What should I do? What should a husband do?!" he asked himself in panic releasing the laughter I was hiding.

He looked at me in shock. I tried to suppress my laughter again but that only makes a "pft" sound. Immediately his eyebrows furrowed as he stretched out his bones on his hands and neck as if he was going to fight someone.

"Are you taking advantage of my weakness?" He slowly and creepily crawled towards me with a sly smile on his face.

"You knew that I cared for you so much huh? You knew how I would react whenever I sense that you're in pain."

I slowly backed away because of his frightening look. He can even get a horror movie leading role with that look!

"Wahhh," I shouted when he tickles me to death.

"This is your punishment for fooling me, you tricky monster."

"S-Stop! Hahahahah please!"

"Na-ah," he said with a teasing tone. But I automatically stopped laughing when I saw his two knees starting to have a bruise, it looked like he really had stumbled.

I caressed it lightly and look curiously and worriedly at him but I was shocked at how close my face to his that I could even smell his minty breath.

"Good morning." He smiled at me making both of his dimples visible. Never thought that I have a very charming husband and never thought that I will someday finally accept the fact that he's my husband. We've been staying like that for a long time, just staring at each other's eyes. Slowly, the awkwardness filled the air because of how close we are to each other.

We were disturbed by someone ringing the doorbell causing me to immediately averted my eyes. "Ahmm," we both said in chorus, adding awkwardness to the atmosphere.

We're still close to each other but both of us can't look at each other's eyes. "I'll just check who rang the doorbell," we both just laughed when we speak in chorus again.

"I'll do it," I presented and went down the bed but I was surprised when he suddenly grabbed me and locked me in his arms with him above me.

"You suppose to say 'good morning' too." He grinned at me. My face heated when I realized our position. I bit my lower lip out of embarrassment but that only makes him look at it. I quickly kissed his cheeks which caught him off guard that's why I'm able to easily escape from his arms and run downstairs.

I held both of my cheeks with both hands while still not believing what I had done. I gasped for air to calm myself. I only returned to reality when I heard a series of the doorbell ringing. It seems like someone's there for a long time that's why he's been ringing the doorbell furiously. I didn't even hear the doorbell rings when he's above me! My conscience immediately engulfed me when I saw Adair. I tried my best to smile at her. I am just flirting with her beloved earlier!

"Wow! Sunday did you just wake up at this hour that's why you can't open a goddamn door?! "

"No! Ahmm ... I am ... hmm just doing something?"

Her eyes narrowed as she scanned me from foot to head. She sighed.

"Why are you here?" I asked her curiously

"Am I not allowed here?"

"No. It's not that ... I mean.."

She laughed. "Chill Sunday! I was just kidding! You looked...tense." I forced a smile to her.

" Adair, can I talk to you now? "Felix suddenly appears out of nowhere. I glance at Adair and saw how her cheeks immediately turned red. She looks at him while fighting an urge to smile. She glances at me as if letting me know that she'll come with him. I nodded and smirked teasingly at her. But behind that teasing and playful smile is a breaking heart.

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I tapped my fingers furiously at the table while still waiting for them to finish talking. Its been 1 freaking hour!

Are they really just talking?

I mentally slapped my face when I realized what I'm doing.

Am I jealous of my best friend? I've been shipping them since when Adair told me that he likes Felix but what happened now? Why am I acting like this? Nathan... how will he feel once he found out this? I knew to myself that I still love Nathan based on my reactions yesterday but am I ... also starting to like my best friend? Or I am just lonely so I'm turning my attention to Felix?

I covered my face with both of my palms. I'm...confused.

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I was surprised when someone suddenly hugged me. I rubbed my eyes and looked at who was hugging me. Did I fell asleep?

"Adair, are you crying?" I can feel the sleeves of my shirt getting wet so I knew that she is crying. She turned her back on me so I could not see her wiping her tears. She looks at me then shook her head as she bit her lower lip.

I scanned her face. She seemed pale and her eyes were also red. Did Felix do anything bad to her again?

"Tell me what's wrong?"

She just shook her head and gave me a forced smile. "I'm pregnant Sunday"

My eyes widened. She and Felix just did 'it' earlier but she already knew that she got pregnant right away? My tears rolled down my cheeks. It hurts. "How did you know?"

"She took her bag and showed me the pregnancy test." It has two lines. She really is pregnant.

"But how? You just did 'it' earlier, right?"

She looked at me confused. "I'm a month and a half pregnant."

"You mean you guys are still doing 'that thing' even though Felix and I were about to get married?" I faintly asked. She must have said a long time ago that she was pregnant! Why did she just let me know that Felix got her pregnant after we married?! Maybe the reason why Adair is crying earlier is that Felix didn't want the child. Although little by little I am liking Felix, I have to give him up for the child, I have to force him to accept the child because that's the right thing to do."

"Yes, we're doing 'that thing' even before your marriage because he's my FUBU. But I was mad at him yesterday that's why I am pissed when you keep talking about him. I never thought I am pregnant that's why I am emotional. Who would have thought that the future father of my child would be that nerdy guy I was bullying before." Now I'm confused. I thought... Felix?

"Y-You mean...its not Felix's?"

"It's not. Felix is ​​always careful when it comes to FUBU thing."

"But if that's the case, what did you and Felix talk about earlier?"

Her eyes widened and immediately avoided my gaze. "I am worried about how my mom would react if I tell her about this. This is not what I planned to happen for my child. What I want to be the father of my child is the person I love not a FUBU. But even though the child wasn't made out of love, I still love him or her. I wonder what is its gender?"

I hugged her. I am so proud of Adair. She managed to think maturely in a short period of time just for her child. "How about her father?'

"I don't care about him. If he doesn't like the child then I will not force this angel to him. I can raise this blessing on my own."

"What if he cares for the child? What if he wants to marry you to give the child a complete family? Or...what if he loves you?"

She laughed mockingly. "That's impossible! Why would he love someone who bullied him before?!"

"Defensive hmm? I asked you three questions but why only one question seems to get your attention? I wonder..." I smiled teasingly at her. Smells fishy hmmm?

"I-If he wants to m-marry me," she sighed deeply to calm herself which only makes me grinned even more. Triggered huh? "then I won't agree, I won't ever marry someone just because he got me pregnant cause I believe that marriage should consist of two people who love each other, who cares for each other, and are both ready to grow together while facing the challenges that can make their heart shatter," she answered confidently while keeping a straight posture and looking elegant as if she is in a beauty pageant.

I shook my head. She really is a model, Yes she panicked at first but she managed to control her fear and answered with an elegance that will surely leave the audiences out of words. Her child will surely grow to a powerful and independent woman. I remained silent for a few seconds. She just left me dumbfounded with her words.

"S-Sunday, these past few days have you dreamed of...nevermind. I h-have to go." She immediately gets her bag which makes my brows furrowed. I followed her as she ran rapidly towards her car and when she was about to close the door I asked her. "Adair is there something wrong?"

"Sorry for another sin..." She left me hanging after she said that.

"Another sin?" I mumbled.