WORST

"okay here I go again then"

"Mira I'm really sorry I shouldn't have gotten angry on you, for that reason. I'm really sorry for ruining such a good mood"received~

"see Mira he's a good guy"

"what will I do with him if he's being this good at least give me a chance to get angry"

"hmm so you want to fight, just so he'll patch things up"

"well yeah,but I'm afraid too cause the last time I had a fight, I had to lose the person"

"ahh don't cry over Soma now, you've got Arima right? just focus on him. I know it's normal human nature to compare but you'll come over it, just try to be a little bit more free with Arima"

"hmm I've Arima now"

"now reply him,will you keep him waiting"

"ohh shit, I should reply him"

"don't worry, it's partly my fault too" send~

"no,it's all my fault" received~

"see this is what I told you, there's no one to blame in the end"

"ERIKA stop sneaking at my chat(punch),give me some privacy geez"

"is that how you repay a favor Erika"

"tehe sorry"

"well look at the time Mira"

"oh shit"

"see if you've left any stuff of yours or else get ready I'll drop you home"

*a little bit later in Mira's home*

(Mira on her bed with books)

"everything is good between us,

but I want to know about his past

more than that I want to hold his hands,hug him tight and kiss him.

I wonder if he feels the same way too"

(Mira was crying as she was talking to herself)

*Arima at his home*

"I'm scared,

I'm scared of losing everything again,is it right for me to get close to her.

say Miyu is it right is it right if I want to hold her hand

now you won't talk to me? you're unfair, everyone is unfair"

(some weeks had passed and it was the last day of their summer vacation)

*8th july*

"from tomorrow I'll be busy you see

afterall my school is reopening" send~

"that's too bad" received~

"but don't worry I'll manage somehow" received~

"what will he manage when we are this far, it's been weeks and all we are talking is normal stuff.It doesn't even feel like a relationship. He hasn't told me about his past yet,but I want to know it. I want to get closer to him but also I don't want to too close to Arima"

"ok we'll see what happens" send~

"damnit it's been weeks and all we've done is talk.

She didn't called me after that day.

Not that I blame her after how I acted that day.

Well at least I won't be going to college that much so in case she's free when I don't have tuition I can talk with her.

I feel a little bit lonely it feels like there's something missing between us.

Will this end before it even started."

"yeah but try to leave a message once or I'll be worried" send~

"okay but whatever happens don't call me without letting me know" received~

"wait? why can't I? it'll worry me to death" send~

"if you call me and my parents pick up the call

they'll make a big issue out of it.They don't know that I'm using social media and on top of that a male friend. It'll be the death of me" received~

"yikes that sucks, but if you feel like calling me just call me I'll always be there for you when you need me" send~

"okay thanks" received~

"don't thank me for every little thing you doofus" send~

"right back at you" received~

"this little, she never leaves a chance to piss me off"

"yes yes" send~

"bye my mom is telling me to sleep and school is Early in the morning too" received~

"wait I had to tell you something" send~

"good night" received~

"is it bad that sometimes I want to hold your hands" send~

"she isn't seeing the message I guess she's offline"

*unsend*

"what was I thinking when I sent that message

it'll just make her sad.

I'll suppress my feeling if I want to see her usual self"

"nevermind it was nothing important" send~

"this will avoid messing things up

brother is late today I wonder what happened to him

I should call him"

"yeah brother what happened you're late today"

"your big brother won't be coming home today"

"Big sis Noya?"

"yes Arima"

"Noya gimme my phone back"

"huh? but I got to talk with Arima after so many times"

"just give it to me"

"where are you touching me you pervert"

"finally got my phone"

"yo Arima?"

"yeah brother"

"sorry I suddenly made plans with Noya. I've Ordered you dinner.

eat that,don't sleep hungry and go to bed quickly"

"okay brother"

"okay then I'm hanging u--"

"wait!

give Noya sis the phone she wanted to talk to me right?"

"Yes Noya speaking here

how is everything going Arima

sing me a song one day"

"yes I'm doing fine and thanks for taking care of my big brother

and come back to our house someday it's been months since you came"

"sure I'll"

"okay then good night Noya sis"

"good night Arima"

"Noya I told you that Don't talk with Arima

you can remind him of Miyu"

"how many days will you keep protecting him?"

"....."

"he'll have to grow up and press a new start for him too like you did with me"

"but his and my conditions are different"

"I know.

but he wants to grow too, he said wants to meet with me"

"..."

"don't worry about him we should enjoy this time"

(Arima's house)

"phew so Noya sis is still with brother

good for both of them I thought something happened between them"

"eating food alone feels sad, I miss those days when four of us spent our days having fun"

"I Miss you Miyu....."

("but I'm not coming back to you anymore whatever you do Arima")

"I know you won't, after all I'm the one who pushed you away

brother ordered too much I'll keep some in fridge and eat it in the morning"

"this pillow (hug)

Mira,this pillow feels like her

I want to hug Mira.

what do I want,

I've Mira but I still miss Miyu.

I'm the worst type of dude any girl can get

the worst type...

to be continued.....