Say what now pt. 2

Joel:

I spent the entire night last night thinking, and now I think for sure I'm  bisexual but I can't tell Dave that because he would ask me who the guy is I liked and if I told him it would probably ruin our entire friendship not to mention he is straight so, it doesn't matter I can just try to pretend my feelings don't exist but putting that asides let's head down stairs, I think I heard Dave walking down the stairs

Dave:

As I am walking down the stairs then making breakfast I'm trying  to figure out how to tell Joel and I set the table and Joel is down stairs now so when we were eating breakfast I break the silence by saying, "so, you know how friends tell each other everything" "well yeah" I take a deep breath and say, "well there is something I have not told you and well I'm gay" I have to say, I think that is the hardest thing I have ever had to do before I just hope that does not ruin our friend ship

Joel:

Ok now I'm confused he's gay?! So much for trying to hide my feelings At this point I'm pretty sure that I'm blushing I'm not entirely sure but Dave just said, "hey is everything ok" "yeah I'm fine," I said lying I feel bad that I hide this from him and I don't know what to do at this point so I text Felix looking for advice so I went and hid in my room and texted him and said

-hey man what's up I don't know when you will see this but I recently realized I'm bisexual, and that I have feelings for Dave and I'm like oh he is straight I have nothing to worry about right? nope, he told me this morning he is gay and I don't know what to do please help me-

I feel like trash Dave had enough guts to tell me he is gay but I cant have enough guts to tell him I'm bi I am a terrible friend and i don't know what to so I write in my journal because that is how I keep calm and don't do anything I would regret and stuff I can do to help my friends when they are upset

Dave:

Joel was in his room for a long time, so I go up to check on him, and he was asleep with a journal in his arms? I take the journal and place it on the night stand he now, I was thinking he came here to help me but I think I might need to be the one helping him so I sit next to him and place his head on my lap

*time pass*

Joel I woke up with my head on Dave's lap he looks down at me and said "are you ok you look worried" yeah I'm worried I'm blushing I thought but Dave did not notice, and he said "something is wrong you can tell me what is wrong" I think slowly then said, "maybe tomorrow" then I fell back asleep