Left out

How is it possible to feel left out when I am hanging out with my friends?

I hang out with you every day

yet something feels off

you're not talking to me, are you?

you're just acting like you are

Now I shut myself off

and you wonder why I am like, thus

you wonder why I am acting different

I am there in the room

yet I just sit still

I don't talk

I don't speak

Have you seen this yet, don't say anything

you just county

are we friends?

is this friendship

I feel lonely

did you know that

I feel like something isn't right

did I do something

did I mess up our friendship

did I make a mistake

please talk to me

I wanna join convos too

I want to go to the movies too

I want to be in the group chat

I wanna run up down the halls and laughing all night

I want to be included

I want to cook with you

I wanna sing with you

I wanna play games with you

I wanna be with you

Let me in

don't leave me

I don't want to be

to be left out