Disappointment

Imagine doing everything you can

at something you don't even like

but still being called bad

by the one person, you looked up to

Now imagine the feeling you have

when your world comes crumbling

hearing all the comments

that ridicule you

Hearing how you make them embarrassed

to even say your name

that they cant boast about you

because of the shame

Having to hide in your room

laying in your bed

under the sheets

holding it all in

Wanting to cry but not wanting to be heard

wanting to be heard but at the same time wanting to be quiet

hoping someone sees your pain

but not wanting to face the questions

Drowning your thoughts out with music

not wanting a hug

because you're scared

scared that you might break down

The tears may start

but what if they never stop

You did your best

but hey they said you didn't

You tried and tried

but nothing

you still failed

is this all you can amount to

smile and don't show it

don't show your disappointment

only they can be disappointed

only they have opinions