Want me gone

"Ahh, it feels so nice to be out after so long. " Jamie exclaims happily with her arms spread on either side of her, she twirls around with her hands freely moving along with her body in harmony. Lauren laughs watching Jamie act like a kid, "You sure you are already an adult and not a kid?" 

Jamie snickers looking at her sites, "At least I am feeling better. Being an adult or kid doesn't matter when you feel like a dead soul." Lauren raises a brow up hearing her say, "Look at you- such a cringe. " Jamie burst out laughing out loud as she could sense mockery in Lauren's words. 

"Anyway, Jamie. Trust me you will be alive soon... all in your glory." Lauren says smiling assuring with her eye smile making Jamie smile, she had least hoped for that and she felt so lonely when she imagines a perspective of her life where she would have to be alone all her life just to live hiding that secret of hers. What would be the meaning of living such a lonely life?