Time And The Seperation

Hello guys! I hope you have read the previous chapter.. So here's the next one.

Siera-

He settled with his family in France. I started to pursue my masters from an institution of Italy.

I again in my new institution became an introvert. I was every time lost in the memories of my Apple💓I was not able to concentrate on the things.

I just everytime when my class got over used to go to the complex of my high school where we came into the romantic association.

He used to call me everyday. He used to tell me every single thing that he used to do and everytime before the ending of the call he used to say,'Pear! I love you.. I can't be away from you.. I want you to be all mine. I'm craving for you. 'He used to tell me that he wasn't able to adjust and wasn't able to make new friends there. The same was happening with me.

I still remember, one day I was going to the cafe alone. When I was passing by the glass walls of the cafe, I thought Elac was standing there I ran to that wall and without any hesitation I put my lips on the glass to kiss him. After sometime I noticed people were smiling at me. When I saw again onto the glass wall, there was no one.!!

Oh silly me! I was not able to stop blushing!.

I went into the cafe and ordered a cup of coffee.. While drinking it, I was busy in planning what we'll do when we both will meet.. I was busy in my own lovely world..

I used to talk to Elac for hours..

But one day, I don't know what exactly had happened.. He was not making the calls. When I tried , the number was unreachable.

I started becoming mentally unstable. I was worried for Elac.

Days passed like this, my sorrow increased.

Seeing me in such a depressed condition, Andrew, a boy of my class started to approach me. He wanted to be my friend. Whenever he tried to talk I used to shout and say, 'Just leave me alone! '

I didn't want my close space to get invaded by someone else as it was all for Elac. He was my best friend boyfriend everything.

But one day, when I was praying in the church for our relationship. Andrew came there and again he tried to talk but this day his aura was different. when I tried to shout again he said, 'Sierra! I know you'll just say leave me alone. But this time I will not.I am noticing you since the day 1 of our class. I don't know what is going on with you but you are deteriorating yourself with each passing day. You are turning yourself into a disaster. I don't want you to be like this. It's just I want to support you. I want to be your friend. And this time I'll not go away by your shouting.'

I saw Christ and after having his yes for the friendship..my heart melted as I badly needed a friend to talk about my feelings my relationship.

I sat with him on the stairs of the church and bursted out all of my emotions all turmoils that I was going through. That day , I cried my heart out. He pampered me and said,'Sierra! you need not to destroy yourself for this. He has moved on in his life , so the same you should. He told me to divert my mind from this relationship and concentrate more on self love. 'His these simple words made me realise my own importance again.

I went home and tried to rejuvenate myself again.

The next day when I went to college. I sat with Andrew.. He used to devote all of his time with me. He tried to make me happy. He made me to participate in various activities.

I used to go to cafe with Andrew.. He used to crack so many jokes that with him I used to forget all of my tensions all of my worries.

I saw myself reconstructing. I again started becoming a girl who is filled up with positivity.

I used to wait for Elac to call me at night,bit disappointment led me to cry so that call's place was also taken by Andrew. He used to take me to the Riverside walk. He had a very clean image in front of my parents. They had no issues of my safety when I was with him.

Those Riverside night walks..! oh damn! they were full of giggles and laughter.

Slowly I started to recover and Andrew became my best friend but the void of Elac was irreplaceable.

I asked Andrew to search for Elac in France as Andrew's close friend Dane resided in France.

I gave him the name of Elac father's company.

His father's company was doing great.He surely made Dane to search for Elac. Guess what!! Elac was sent to rehabilitation centre by his father as his anger was increasing and touching the apex.

This information was given to us by Dane.

I knew how to control his anger.. This could not be done by someone else better than me.!

He just wanted pure love that was missing from his family's busy schedule for him.

I was happy that he would get recovered at the rehab.

Andrew made Dane to search for the name of the rehab center such that we could go secretly there and meet Elac.! Dane wasn't able to find the name. But then too I was happy that Elac was happy and safe.!

One day, I was having a conversation with Andrew's sister Diana. She also became a very good friend of mine.

But that day our conversation was not as that we did normally.

I was telling her about my memories with Elac.

She arrogantly said, 'Sierra! Just stop living in past See the present. Care and cry for those people who care for you. You are ignoring the efforts made by my brother from almost a year!! Don't you think he has feelings for you?.'

I was perplexed. I didn't know how to react I just switched off my phone after this.

I decided to seperate myself from Andrew slowly as I didn't want myself to give him a false hope.!

I started to ignore Andrew's calls and started to sit with other girl in the class. Andrew , by my behaviour was looking so irritated. I could clearly see his emotions.

This continued for 10 days then one day when I was going back to my house Andrew came in front of me and said, 'Sierra! what's wrong with you? Why are you ignoring me? What sins I have performed? At least tell me once'

I started to tell him, 'Dear Andrew! you are one of the closest friend of mine. I never want to lose you. But the feelings that you have for me are not correct. You already know from that point of view I could only imagine Elac.I don't want to give you a false hope. '

He said, 'Sierra! it's my problem its my feeling. I have the right of having emotions .. I'll never force you for this. Those are my feelings and you need not to think about them much. I just want to remain your closest and best friend. What will happen in future we don't know. It's just we should live in present. We should not care about future now. '

I was in guilt for my actions. I hugged him in a friendly way and assured him that I'll never do such acts again. he'll remain my best friend forever.

He again started to crack jokes and we went for our special riverside walk.. We talked for five hours continuously.. We both were trying to compensate the lost time that was lost due to my stupid actions.

Oh lucky me! I felt blessed that day to have a friend like Andrew in my life.

He's an anti depressant anti sorrow drug for me.. I was addicted to him. I liked this addiction. 😊