Archer's point of view
The vibrations of his moans were driving me insane. Even when I stopped moving my hand he was a moaning mess. He would moan at my moans, how the bit of cum was starts to slowly form and at how I kept moaning his name. He found pleasure by pleasuring me which only drives me crazier. I could feel myself little by little giving into the lust until I became this sex craving person. I'm not usually like this but my body craves the attention and both James and Felix are willing to give it to me. I pull my dick out of his mouth and Felix whines. He tries putting back in in his mouth but I chuckle and lift him up to his feet. It just drives me insane how I am able to control someone taller and stronger than me so easily. I start kissing him and he kisses me back without hesitation. I bite the bottom of his lip and he bucks his hips against mine moaning louder. I moved my hips against his, moaning his name over and over as he kept kissing my neck. I'm just close and having our dicks grinding against each other has me closer to the edge.
"I'm close please let me come Jones." I smirk and great more friction between the both of us.
"No not yet, you will come with me do you understand?" He nods but that's not enough, I want to hear his voice saying he agrees. I smack his ass causing him to gasp and say "do you understand Felix?"
"Yes... yes I understand" he moans out loudly, quickly showing me just how desperate he is. I feel Felix shaking in pure pleasure since I keep going at it. I suck and bite his neck, his shoulder and even some of his chest. I was just marking him up with hickeys in every spot available I could reach with my lips and we kept grinding. I whimper and his repeated moans had me so close. Felix then moans out my name making me groan loudly and come. The second I do Felix comes just a second later.
"Good boy, now you go back to school and show that I'm the one in charge got it?" His whimpers we're going to be the death of me. It looked like he had a second of doubt but before he could argue I grabes his dick causing him to moan and nod in agreement. I get dressed and walk out into the empty hall way, I have online classes so basically they just check if I am working on it as attendance. I walk into the library, sitting in bean bag in corner with a smile on my lips. Shit. What's wrong with me? How can I have theses older guys willingly give me what I want? I don't usually act so dominantly but ever since my last day at Victors high I have been in so much lust. It was like ever since I last kissed Felix my body just kept craving for more.
It's like I turn into a completely different person when my hormones seek attention. I feel like I am somehow cheating but I'm single, I'm not in a relationship. I'm just messing around with two older bad boys at the same time. How does someone my size have two bad boys submit themselves so easily? Are they that desperate or am I hot and just don't notice it?
"Archer? I... I'm Alexia. I... I was wondering if you would want to ever hangout or go out on a date sometime?" I look up and see a small petite girl. She had big green eyes, pale skin, and light brown hair. She's cute but too bad I don't swing that way. I'm like a circle, round edges and no straight lines.
"Hello Alexia. Umm well I'm sorry but um I'm gay. You are beautiful but I just don't swing that way. If you want we can be friends though. I could use one right about now due to the mess I just put myself through." She gives me an odd look and curiosity is clearly shown in her eyes. She sets herself down next to me and finally relaxes from the tense posture she had when she introduced herself.
"What kind of a mess are you in if you don't mind me asking" her voice is slightly high pitched but not to a point where it annoys me so that was good.
"Well... it's a bit of a long story but the second I am done you will believe I am such a player."
"Okay. Could you... tell me? I really would like to be friends with you. You are honest and you are not as stupid as the popular people." I thanked her and honestly with what I was doing I felt like the biggest idiot in the world. So I explained it to her. I don't know why though. Maybe it was her heart warming smile or shyness but all I knew was that I can trust her. I tell her everything, even what happened today and to say she was shocked would be an understatement.
"Damn Archer you have had more action this past week then I do in the past six months. God damn teach me cause clearly what I am doing isn't working" I laugh at her and just shrug smiling.
"I guess it just comes naturally to me. I honestly would never try to act like how I have been on purpose. I guess my secret is not caring so much and doing what I feel is right. If you try too much you are definitely going to mess up at least once.
"Well I guess that makes sense. Not completely but some what. So do you have any romantic feelings about any of them? I mean or is it just a friend's with benefits kind of thing?" She seemed a bit hesitant but I just decide to say the truth. I might as well, new school, new friends, and thought I might as well start new
"Well I would like to answer friends with benefits but before I moved here I hated Felix and I have only known James for two days so... I honestly don't know what to do. All I know is that I am attracted to both of them and that I am an extremely hormonal teenaged boy. What I am supposed to do? Do I pick one or the other? How do I even choose in a situation like this?" I look up at Alexia and she sighs giving me a shrug. Well that's soooo reassuring.... not!
"I don't know but the is this Spanish saying I was taught which is perfect for this occasion. You have to pick or you will end up like el perro de las dos tortas. Which basically means that if you don't choose between the both of them you will end up with no of them. I know that it can be thrilling to have these two guys over you but they have emotions too Archer. Look my abuelita always told me that even though the answer may not seem that clear right now, faith and destiny will guide you. They can show you the right path but it's your choice which path you take. Just think about okay? If anything just be honest and maybe you will find yourself falling in love with one of them." I smile at her.
"Thanks Alexia. You're a great person. I wish we would have met earlier in life so I wouldn't even be in such a pickle right now." She laughs giving me a confused look.
"A pickle? What do you mean you are in a pickle? It sounds funny."
"To be in a pickle basically means to be in such a complicated situation. If we would have met you would have probably stopped me from even being in this situation in the first place."
"Oh... that makes sense. I swear Americans have really weird slang terms. Well I am American but I was raised in Mexico so I am only used to their slang. I moved back to America only a year ago so I am still trying to get used to American sayings and customs."
"Makes sense, don't blame you. If I were to go to Mexico I wouldn't understand anything said to me." She laughs and honestly if she wouldn't have told me I would have never noticed she could even speak Spanish. Her English accent is amazing and I tried to learn Spanish but I wasn't committed and I couldn't get the accent down.
"Well Archer I have to get back to studying. Maybe we can talk another day? Is that okay with you?" I nod and say goodbye with a genuine smile on my face. I love Carlos but it's nice to know that I can make another friend here.
Carlos' point of view
What is wrong with me? You have got to be kidding me? I'm straight right? Then why am I falling in love with him? I like girls yet I find myself in love with a guy. What am I? Bisexual? Pansexual? Demi-sexual? Something else that I can't name off the top of my head? I don't know anymore honestly. It doesn't necessarily bother me that I like a guy. What if he doesn't feel the same? What is he does feel the same? What if we get together and then break up? What do you do to stop yourself from falling in love?
"Your voice is my favorite song, your scent is my favorite cologne and your body is my favorite piece of art. If only I had the courage to confess my love to you. When I talk to you through this picture it doesn't seem so hard but the second I go to talk to you in person my throat get caught in a knot. A knot that lets everything but what I want said be heard by your ears. All of my doubt about never finding love left the second I placed my eyes on you on your fourteenth birthday. I don't know why but that day you were so happy and I felt like getting close to you. That day I finally realized I had always loved you, since as long as I can remember, since the first time we met. You were always at my side and I wish I would have leaned in to kiss you the last time I saw you. I miss you so much and no matter how long it takes I will wait for you. Even if it's one more day, year, decade, I will always hold on to this love I have for you. If only I was brave enough to say this to you and not to the picture of you on my mirror in the safety of my locked room. I wish you were here. Any house is home with you by my side and I just wish you loved me as much as I love you but I know it will never happen. You will never love me Archer Felix William because you are in love with my childhood best friend. You will never love me because you are in love with Archer Jones Johnson. He says he hates you but I can never see how anyone could hate someone as perfect as you. I wish you looked at me the same way. I wish you kissed me and wanted me as much as you want who you call Jones. Please love me. Am I really that hard to love?" I start sobbing, looking away from the mirror, from the picture, to calm myself down. I wanted to say more to this imaginary Archer Felix but my tears couldn't hold back anymore. I could feel the knot again in my throat. I wished he loved me but the sad truth is that he doesn't.
I love him and I will try and try until he begs me to stop. I can't give up on such a strong love but I also can't force him to love me. Hopefully these feeling will fade because he will never love me. Well at least not anytime soon which isn't exactly helping this pain I am feeling in my chest. This pain that everyone describes as heart break.