CHAPTER 5

Jake POV

It's been 4 years since Dashianna broke up to me. I so jerked that time. I don't know that she caught me having an affair with my ex-girlfriend. I was so fucking jerk at that time. My 25th birthday was so very memorable for me.

"Love, Where do you want to celebrate your birthday this year?" She messaged me. I don't immediately reply to her because I was with Mica and currently enjoying our lunch. After I read her message I immediately hide my phone and continue talking with Mica while my hands carefully slicing my steak.

" When we broke up I thought I will never meet you again Jake but now I think it's our destiny to be together again. I'm so sorry for leaving you behind and out of my dreams ahead of you. I was so selfish that time and I'm sorry to that." She said while holding my right hand.

I was so foolish to believe that Mica changed for the better. I thought she will never leave me again. And because of that, I set aside dashianna's feelings for me. Yes, I know I hurt her a lot and I know it's my fault why she broke up with me four years ago. After we have lunch, I took Mica again to her condo because she said she needs to finish her document later and pass it before 11 pm to her boss.

After that, I go straight to my office and there I saw my secretary.

" Mr. Triffson, Ms. dashianna asking me if your schedule was free tonight?" she said.

" I will just call her," I said and walk again directly to my office.

I open my phone and I immediately dial her number and after four rings she finally answers my call.

" Hi love, Are you finish your training?" I said while sitting comfortably to my office chair.

" Yeah, I'm finished but my coach said I need extra training next week cause the competition is really near this month," she said and I felt that she was so tired. I pity her though she enjoyed it I see how tired she was, every competition I was there supporting her and wishing that the won. " Happy birthday love and can we celebrate your birthday tonight to our favorite restaurant?" She was so energetic and excited at that time and I didn't know that was the last time that I will hear her calling me love.

" I'm sorry I didn't reply immediately because I had a meeting with a client this lunch but yes we can do that so there later?" I said while tapping my hand to my table.

" Oh yeah. Bye love sees later." She said and after that, I continue working again.

When I had her I thought I moved on to my past relationship with Mica but I was wrong when I saw Mica and heard her explanation I didn't know that it was the start that I sin Dashianna. After meeting Mica once I didn't realize that I was falling in love again to her. Dashianna was so busy at that time and I thought she didn't know that I and Mica dating each other again.

I come to the restaurant a little bit late and when I reach the table that she reserved I saw her. She wears a red sweetheart dress and I saw her favorite sling bag at the top of our table beside or her glass.

I immediately wave to her to catch her attention. She was just staring at me and smile at me when I appeared to her front. 'I'm sorry. I'm late love but have you order our food yet?" I said while holding and staring at her face.

"Oh yes, I ordered your favorite steak and some wine." She said while smiling at me. I never noticed that it was the last time I did not notice that that night was the last night I would see her.

After we ate and drink some wine she gave me a present and it was in a small box I thought it was just a usual give but when I open it I suddenly got confused. It was a bone-shaped in a letter V. She gets it from me and started talking.

" When II bought it the vendor said you use can this wishbone to grant your wish. Can you please hold the other side love?" She lovely said while giving me the other side. and I just nod to her and hold the other part even though I was so confused at that time. If I can turn to back the time I will never hold that thing again.

"They said if we break this and either the two of us got the longer piece we can wish anything and for the one who had the shortest piece, he or she will grant it no matter what. Can you promise me that if I got the longer piece you will grant my wish no matter what it is? " She said while straightly looking at my eyes.

I confidently said yes. I thought it was just a simple thing but that wish broke my world. After she counts three I saw her close her eyes while she said go. We broke it. When she opened her eyes again she saw that she got the longer pieces and she start again to talk.

" Please keep your promise after I say my wish to you, love." She said while smiling at my face. I was so nervous at that time. I thought it was just a simple celebration but I just hold her both hands and keep nodding to her. And I regret nodding to her.

" My wish is please let's break this relationship. I know that you having an affair and its okay. I was just dumb to say that I'm okay but I'm not." She chuckled a little bit. "When I leave don't you ever find me again." She said. I was stunned for a moment. I can't speak even though I had an affair I still do love her. I still love her. I saw her crying and I was so angry and disappointed in myself. I broke my promise not to make her cry because of me.

" I'm sor- Thank you and please keep your promise." After she said that she left me. I run to her and grab her arm but when I saw her face wet with her own tears I didn't know how to speak and I didn't realize that I let go of her arm. I want to hug her and beg not to leave but I know I had a sin. I know what I do is wrong and it's not forgivable. I let her run away from me.

I didn't sleep that night I just drive everywhere. All in my mind that night is that I need to find her. I didn't answer Mica's answer every time she calls me. I was so drunk and busy finding her. It was an unforgettable birthday I ever had.

I call Marco my best friend and I'm hoping that she was with her girlfriend Bella. Bella was one of the best friends of Dashianna since she was a high school.

My hands were nervously holding my wheel controller. When Marco answered his phone. " Hey bro happy birthday! I'm sorry that I didn't set you up a celebration but what's wrong? why did you call me? I was with Bella and were having a dinner date right now. How stupid are you!" He shouted at me.

" I'm sorry to disturb you but did dash contacted you?" I know they heard that my voice was a little shaking. I heard him asking Bella.

"No, Bella said she never contact this whole day and Bella thought that she was busy for your birthday. What's going on? Why your voice is a little bit shaky?" he continues asking and I continue driving going to Dashianna's family house. I hope that she was there.

" She broke up with me," I said to them.

"What happened? Where are you right now?" I heard Bella's voice.

" I was finding her. I was driving but now I'm in front of the cathedral church. I just park here for a moment and maybe after a minute drive again" I said and try to reach another beer beside me. I was crying and angry at the same time to myself right now.

" Wait for us don't drive bro. Where on our way. Stay there." They said I heard they started the engine of their car. And after twenty minutes I saw their car beside my car. I heard them knocking at my door but I still drinking my beer so I finish it before I open my door. And go outside and immediately closed my car.

" Tell me did you hurt Dashianna?" Bella shouted at me.

" I didn't mean to hurt her. I was so dumb. I was fucking dumb to let her go. Did you see this" I showed the wishbone that Dash gave to me, I placed it in my pocket in the whole time. "This is her gift to my birthday and I got the shortest pieces. She wishes that I let her go. I was dumb having an affa--" I got a big punch from Marco and I felt my body touching the ground. I heard Bella shout from shock. He grabs my collar again and receives another punch. I felt that my mouth had blood but I don't care. I deserved this.

" Fuck you deserve that!" he shouted from irritation. I saw Bella crying while hugging Marco and trying to stop him to punch me again.

" Dash will never say that she's hurting and tired. I know dash and she's not okay right now. Even If I know where she was right now I will never say that to you. Scumbag!" Bella shouted.

I beg and I kneel to both them and said "Please say it to me. I know and I will never deny it. please ." I said before everything got black.