Sorry Aster x Reader

You glared at the silver haired man, who was laying on the bed looking through his cards. It was his fault you were stuck here, his fault your friends and family are gone and his fault your home is now destroyed. Well it wasn't technically his fault besides you being stuck here but it still.

"You like what you see?" He asked sitting up and looking at you with a gentle smile, you simply rolled your eyes.

"Don't make me puke." You retorted keeping your arms crossed clearly upset, he went to get up and walked towards you.

"(Y/N)..." He say but you walk away from him going to the furthest corner away from him.

"I thought we had something." Aster said with sadness in his voice but you simply replied coldly.

"I did too but clearly not."

"You know (Y/N), you should actually be happy." He said standing in front of you before kneeling to your height.

"And why is that?"

"Well if I was to let you go, then you would end up either hurt or carded." He said and you mumbled under your breath.

"I rather be carded or hurt then be with someone who lied to me about everything."

"(Y/N), I..."

"Save it I don't want to hear it." You say looking away, you felt the tears brimming your eyes, it was partially your fault as well, after all you fell in love with an enemy you didn't know about. That's right you and Aster were originally dating but then you learned the truth and didn't hesitate to break up with him. He was devastated and he tried getting you to listen to reason but you refused simply because everyone you cared about was now gone.

"Can't you just trust please?"

"How can I trust you when you are with the very people who hurt my friends and loved ones."

"(Y/N), please."

"I am sorry you lied to me."

"Okay I admit I lied about where I came from but everything else is true. I meant what I said I love you. And this is me I haven't changed. " You looked at him and he had a frown upon his lips. He went to wrap his arms around you but you pushed him off.

"If this is the real you Aster, it's good to know. I was clearly delusional."

"(Y/N) believe me." Aster said pulling me to him again this time by my waist and he hugged you with one arm around your waist and the other around your head as he nuzzled your neck. Your head was against his chest, you didn't hug him back. You couldn't so you just stayed there not saying anything. You tried to move from his hold because his hold was going to break you and you couldn't let him get past the barrier.

"I can't, you work with the very same people who destroyed my home, harmed the ones I cared about." You managed as the tears left your eyes as you remembered your home up in flames and your sister was carded, your older brother was carded. Your parents and friends went missing. You sniffled missing them and your home. You felt Aster flinch as he felt your shoulders shaking, he never liked it when you cried and this time it was his fault you were like this. You pushed him harder and he stumbled back as you turned around not facing him, you hated to cry in front of the enemy but you were an emotional person.

"I won't stop until you give in and love me again." Aster said wrapping his arms around you, he didn't show it but he was broken without you. He pressed a kiss to the back of your neck and you shuddered despite not wanting to.

"Stop Aster.

"(Y/N)..."

"No, this isn't a cliche story. I am not going to forgive you, I am not going to give you a second chance. You broke a trust knowing I have trust issues already this is your own fault." You say moving his arms from around your waist.

"How can I get you to forgive me?"

"Let me go home."

"I can't."

"Why not."

"I love you, and if I let you go back (Y/N) they won't make an exception. I can't let that happen." Aster explained, you knew he cared but you shook your head.

"Aster then just don't talk to me. I hate you." You say turning around and going back to the corner to sit down but Aster gripped your wrist.

"You don't mean tha~" He was cut off when you slapped him across his face, he his face turned with the slap and he stayed that way letting your wrist go. His hand went to his cheek and he looked at you shocked, you were never a violent person but when he met your eyes his heart shattered. Your eyes were cold with hatred.

"Don't touch me. Unless you plan to card me. I told you I hate you. Anything we had or could of had or supposedly had is gone. You are officially on revenge list. When I get out of here you will regret everything." You spoke your voice laced with venom. Aster wasn't use to this side of you, you were sweet, loving person who was not violent or a revengeful person. You sat in the corner and Aster turned this wasn't like him but he loved you with everything in his heart. He felt his chest hurt more and he gripped it as he squeezed his eyes shut.

"I am sorry (Y/N)." He voice cracked, you glanced and noticed his shoulders where shaking. The last time he cried like this was when his father went missing, and now the girl he thought he would be together forever officially hates him.

"If you think that's going to make me feel bad it's not." You say.

"I-I know." He breathed and left you in the room. He needed to breath, he needed fresh air. He didn't want you to see him cry. As he walked through the halls everyone noticed he was upset.

You looked at the door narrowing your eyes, once you knew he was gone you buried your face in your hands. It was killing you with every word you say, and the hurt in his voice you broke him. But it broke you more because you still loved him but you loved your family and friends as well. You took a deep, shaky breath as you began to cry your heart out in your knees.

"I hate him so much, I wish I couldn't feel. Why do I have to love him so much *sniff* *sniff*" You wiped your face but the tears kept pouring from your eyes. Everything sucked, you had no one now, everyone you loved was gone, and even though Aster was still there, you forced him out of your heart. You swore you would never love him again or date him even though your heart craved him and you craved the warmth of his arms around you and his lips on yours. Your head started to hurt as you cried so much, you soon cried yourself to sleep and there you slept on the hard floor.

Aster came back after four or five hours from walking around in thought, he managed to calm himself down. He noticed everyone was already asleep and he went to his room. He placed a hand on the knob and took a deep breath and opened the door. The light was still on but there he saw you sleeping in the corner, with a tear stained face and a red face and nose. If it was possible it was like life decided to kick him just a little harder because he felt himself break when he saw your position. You were crying to it was noticeable as the evidence was your face enough. He picked you up and he laid you on the bed placing a soft kiss to your lips one last time because he knew he would never feel the lips on his anymore after tonight. He pulled away and covered you up before he laid in the corner after grabbing some extra blankets.

"I love you (Y/N) and I am sorry."

It has been three months since Aster brought you to the fusion dimension. You were currently curled in the corner, even though Aster was nowhere around. Just then your head turned to the door opening; you looked away thinking it was Aster. It has been three months since you last talked to Aster, the last time he wrapped his arms around you. You missed it, but you knew nothing would change. Just then you felt someone grab your arm pulling you up, and you gasped to see a purple hair boy pulling you with a smirk.

"What are you doing let me go." You say trying to get out of his hold, but it was to no avail.

"The professor wants you now quit squirming around before I card you." He said, and you kept struggling, and he groaned since he couldn't back up his threat. He ended up knocking you out before carrying you to the professor. Once he brought you in the professor, put you in a locked cage. He had particular business with you, and he grinned as Aster thought he would not do anything to you.

You eventually woke up and saw you were locked in a cage; you gasped since you were claustrophobic. You began to freak out but someone hit the cage, and you looked through to see, whom you assumed was the professor. Just then the doors slammed open, and a very angry Aster was standing there.

"Where is she!?" He asked but his eyes trailed to you in the cage, and you were freaking out, he knew you hated closed off spaces.

"What are you planning to do with her?"

"That is none of your concern." The professor said.

"I swear, you swore you wouldn't hurt her."

"I don't keep my word. Plus you were only being used since she knows something. And she will tell me, and then I will dispose of her. However, Yuri wants to." Aster gritted his teeth, and he took his duel disk out.

"I challenge you to a duel."

"Oh?"

"A-Aster~" Your eyes widen, you didn't think he would go against the person above him for you.

"I will get you out of there (Y/N), I promise." He says, and you slowly nod and waited. The duel started, and you hugged your knees trying to stay calm, you didn't want to distract Aster from dueling with you freaking out. So you took deep breaths, but it wasn't helping. You buried your face in your knees, and Aster glanced at you. He knew you were trying to remain calm, but it wasn't helping. It was a while before the duel ended Aster managed to win knocking the professor out before he unlocked the cage. He grasped your hand you both transported elsewhere.

"Are you okay (Y/N)?"

"...." Aster looked at you worried since you didn't say anything, he figured it was you just not wanting to talk to you.

"(Y/N) I'm so~" You cut him off hugging him tightly, tears brimming your eyes. He blinked but wrapped his arms around you tightly.

"It's okay; everything will be okay. I am sorry I put you in that situation. I thought I was helping you." Aster looked down, but you shook your head.

"I-It's okay. I... was so scared I was going t pass out." He hugged you again trying to calm you down. Once you finally calmed down neither one of you broke from the hug. You both missed this being in the other's embrace. Aster slowly pulled away, but he kept his arms around you, he looked down and bit his lip. You looked up, and you both stared into each other's eyes, you remember why you fell in love with him. Maybe revenge wouldn't be necessary after all he did save you. You both started to lean in before capturing each other's lips in a soft sweet kiss. It has been too long, and the kiss gave you both butterflies in your stomach. You wrapped your arms around his neck, and he held you tightly to him as if you were to pull away. Once are became a necessity, he leaned his forehead against yours smiling softly.

"I missed that." He whispered, and you nodded.

"Me too." You say and you both smile.

"I am sorry for all the pain I caused you (Y/N), I promise I will make it up to you. I will find a way to bring back your family and friends." He says, and you nod your head smiling.

"That would mean a lot." You place a kiss to his lips, and he relaxes into it, leading you to a hotel room you both would stay at for the time being. Once you both walked in Aster wrapped his arms around your waist and nuzzled your neck gently, and you sighed relaxing into his hold.

"I missed everything we would do. The kisses, hugs, cuddles, dates." He mumbled placing a kiss on your neck, and you shivered slightly.

"Me too." You say leaning back, and he picks you up laying you on the bed, and you both cuddled, kissing, holding hands and smiling at each other. It was almost perfect, though they knew they had their work cut out for them soon the embraced the moment. Just then Aster attacked you unexpectedly by placing a leg over you and pressed his weight on top of you kissing your neck which made you laugh.

"Aster stops that tickles."

"I know that's the point." He says with a smile against your neck, his hands traveled to your sides and he began tickling you. You squirmed underneath him laughing, but he wouldn't stop.

"Say you love me."

"Nope."

"Say it."

"Never." You laughed and squealed, and he continued to tickle your sides.

"Okay, okay, I love you." You laugh out loud. He chuckles and gets off of you placing a kiss on your lips.

"I love you too (Y/N)," Aster says wrapping his arms around you holding you to his chest. You placed your hand and head on your chest. You stayed there listening to his heartbeat, and he put his face in your hair.

"One day I will marry you (Y/N)." He mumbles.

"The day you ask me is the day I will be the happiest girl alive." You say, and he smiles at your response, and you both fell asleep in each other's embrace.