Chapter One

Well it's the first day of Freshman year. Whoopi. No I hate people they get on my nerves.  There too what's the word... sophisticated. Yeah. They always beat people down when they hurt thinking it's going to make it better.

      "Amber it's time to get up" broke me out of my thoughts  I looked over to my clock. 5am on the dot.

      "Geesh mom I'm up already" I shouted back. Sometimes she can be so annoying. I decided to get out of bed and get ready for school.  My normal morning routine consists of showering, brushing my teeth and hair. And getting dressed. So after I get ready I head down stairs. For the first time in months there is food ready for me. My parents already left for work  so now I'm alone. Finally. My parents, I think try their best but dont do a very good job.

      After breakfast I got my phone and started to listen to my music. Kpop in the morning always makes my day a little bit better. Bts always has my back when nobody else does. Now I head out the door and wait for the bus.

      After about five minutes the bus arrives and I walk to the back and pick a seat. After a few stops my friend maybe I dont know what to call him gets on.

    "Yo Ginger what's up. How was summer break" I asked him. His real name is James. Looking at his figure he is wearing a checkered hoodie whith black skinny jeans and checkered Van's. With his clout goggles and his ginger hair all gelled back like it used to be.

    " Homie what up. Long time no see" he said and sat down looking stoned as hell. After our greeting he fell asleep. Now I just wait for this long bus ride to be over with. After awhile I started getting sleepy when my favorite sad song came on. The Truth Untold. And that put me right asleep.

     Once I woke up I was at school. Logan Hocking high school. This hell hole of a school. Where all my depression lies. I was pulled out of my thoughts when someone had tapped my shoulder and gave me a hug from behind.

    "Remi is that you?"

  They giggled at my statement. "Who else silly" then I started laughing. Why do I even ask. Its not like we haven't talked to each other because we chatted practically every day.

    "It's so good to see you".  We both giggled. Then we just headed into the building and went to first period before the bell rang. Turns out today has been a drag. Nothing interesting went on. Everything the teachers and students said was stupid. It's our first day back for God's sake.

           When the lunch bell rung I dashed for my locker. But then I ran into a little problem. Lilly Thompson.  The queen bee of the school walked over to me with her little squad cowering behind her. But the worst thing was she was paired up with Brandon Shyre, the king of bullying and his squad. I cant believe they never forgot what I did to them last year.  I'm definitely in for some trouble.

   Namjesus is the only one that can save me now. 

       I may or may not  have told Brandon's preacher dad that he was gay because he kept bullying Remi. I also may have or may have not told Lilly's family that she was pregnant for the same reason. Oops. Now I'm done for.

     "You little bitch! You told all my family I'm pregnant. What the fuck! Now you going to everything you deserve" she screamed at me. What crawled up her ass and died. Like what the hell.

    "And why the hell would you tell my dad I'm gay. I was in so much trouble. Wait till I get done with you! You'll be so fucked up for messing with the queen and king of this school."

     I started laughing. This is hilarious. They are so pathetic.  But that is what you get when your dicks to everyone around. Whether you start rumors and ruin someone's life or you beat them to a pulp. You get karma.

        "What the fuck are laughing at! Your about to get the beating of your life."

          And with that he slammed me against my locker. Then two of Lilly's minions grabbed me to keep me still. But I faught back as much as I could. Brandon started punching the fuck out of me. And his minions joined in on their so called "fun". Last thing I remember before I blacked out was a solid punch to my eye that slammed my head down against the lockers.

       I woke up to bright lights and someone squeezing my hand. Once my vision cleared I could see I was in the nurse's office and that Remi was holding my hand. Apparently they didn't know I woke up. I started looking at their worried face. Then I saw tears coming out of those beautiful hazel eyes. Then I started looking at their figure. Their short curly thick hair to their blue oversized hoodie. Cant forget about the fuzzy cat ear headband and cat stockings. I started moving so they new I was awake.

    "Amber are you ok. I went back to your locker when you went at lunch and found you passed out."

     "Ugh, sorry about that. It was my fault. Someone accidentally pushed me  and then I tripped and fell into my locker and I guess I passed out. I'm ok really" I lied. I dont need Remi worried about bullys, they have enough trouble with them without my problems.

      "Yeah ok like I can believe that.  As long as your really ok. I can live with myself once again. " "I'm ok really, dont worry about me I'm fine. What period is it" I asked because I dont like missing class.

     "Its only the beginning of 6th period. Dont worry you didn't miss much class" they stated knowing just the way I am.

     I stood up and felt really bad in my stomach area but brushed it off so they dont start asking questions.  Once I handed my science teacher Mrs. Hysmen the nurse's slip I went to sit in the back next to the window. I started drifting off not paying attention but looking who is in the class.

    I realized that both Remi and Lilly are I'm my class. I wish Lilly wasn't such a mean person at school because maybe if you broke her outer shell, she may not be all that bad.

     The test of the day was a boring.  I cant wait until I get home but I have a long bus ride ahead of me.