Chapter 3: My Last Goodbye

Deku

I scream for Mitsuki and I try to get Kacchan's body down. She can't be dead! She just can't!!! I try to call down but I'm screaming and crying and my whole body is shaking and I just wanna hold Kacchan. No! I want Kacchan to hold me.

"As you wish, nerd." A voice exactly like Kacchan's says. I'm being picked up bridal style so I can see Kacchan's face now.

"H-how are you here?" I manage to choke out.

"The question is what's a dead body that looks exactly like me doing hanging from my roof?" Kacchan asked, looking kind of scared.

"I d-don't know K-Kachan." I said and I gave her my hand which had a folded peice of paper in it. I didn't even remember what the paper was until Kacchan took it from my hand. She read it aloud.

"Hi Izuku. I know that you know what I've done so I'm going to do what I know you want to do to me. I'm sorry I wasn't the good girl you wanted me to be. I'm sorry that I'm the villain. I'm so sorry Izuku. Goodbye. " After Kacchan read it, she looked surprised and told me to go home. I told her I wasn't going without her but she didn't care what I wanted apparently because she ran over to my house,ran up to my bedroom, threw me in my bed, and left.

Bakugo

God Toga! Did you really have to do this?! Go to these extremes?! You hurt my Deku but he didnt want you to die. You hurt me just by living but you now have hurt me even worse. I dont even know why it matters to me but it does. Maybe its because Kameko loved you. Maybe its because Deku tried to love you. Or maybe its because on some level, I loved you. Maybe I still do love you. Of course, I never have and never will love you like I love Deku but if I'm being honest, you were kind of like a sister, like a role model, but now you're gone. I'll never get to tell you all these things. I understood you and you understood me. I understood how you took your anger out on the world. I understood how you found it fun, even amusing, to have someone beg for mercy when you know they're not going to get it.

Toga, I admire you because you didn't just show your dark side. You were your dark side. Its so unlike myself, though, because I can't be my dark side. I cant embrace my dark side but I do have it. I just hide it. Toga I admired you so much. I'm sorry Toga. I'm sorry that I didnt stop you from being so stupid and reckless. Your life was worth so much more than mine Toga. You have to believe me. You know no body is going to want to throw you a funeral because they couldnt see the beauty in your darkness but I did. I still do. So I will host your funeral. I will. But this is my goodbye Toga because there, I cant show my darkside and it too needs to mourn over the loss. It shall die as you did because I now realize I cant afford to slip up and show my dark side, for I might become my dark side.

So I'm going to become a good guy now, the same one I am supposed to be but I want you to know, Toga, I love you, I admire you, and I wish I could afford to take the wrong path like you did. I'm sorry Toga. I'm so so sorry. I promise I'll take care of Deku. I promise I will love him more than ever before. I promise I'll make sure the whole world knows about the beauty inside of your darkness Toga. I'm so sorry Toga. I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry Toga. I'm sorry that now im saying goodbye. Im just so so sorry Toga. Im sorry that this is my last goodbye. Goodbye, Toga.

Toga

I have no idea where I am or where Satan is but I do know that we must be in the same place. I just finished watching Katsuki Bakugo give her "last goodbye" to me and in all honesty, I feel kind of bad. I see what Izuku sees in her. I see how sensitive she can be when she's not letting her self-pride get the best of her. I also see that what I just called "self-pride" is really just a cover for her self-loathing. She hates herself. She doesn't hate her dark side she just hates that she can't control it enough to embrace it. I feel so bad for the kid and I feel so bad for being so self-absorbed that I didn't help the kid. I didn't even see the kid had issues.

So I'm sorry Katsuki Bakugo. It's my fault you hate yourself. It's my fault you hurt Izuku. It's all my fault. Im so sorry kid. I wish I had known. Im sorry to Kameko too. I wish I could have loved her like I loved my-your Izu- Deku. I am so so sorry Katsuki Bakugo and I hope you will one day be able to forgive me. I don't deserve your forgiveness, though. You're such a good kid Katsuki Bakugo. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I failed you. I used to think I hated you but I could never really hate you. I just hated the person you pretended to be so you could hide the dangerous but beautiful part of yourself. I don't hate you Katsuki Bakugo. I love you, too. I'm so sorry Katsuki. I should have done better by everyone but I didn't. So this is my last goodbye, though I'm sure you can't hear it. Goodbye Katsuki Bakugo.

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